I Don't Want To Forget

ENTRY #15: Untitled

She asked, "Why don't you let him in?"

I said, "why? it's not like letting him in is as easy as pie."

She said, "Why don't you let him in?"

I replied, "for I was still a chaos that could poison his mind."

She said, "If you could just try lowering your guards down -- he will make you happy. Why don't you just let him in?"

I answered with finality, "I couldn't...no, I wouldn't. Having a disastrous mind needs someone who could tame hell and IF I let him in even though the whole world is screaming that I am not yet ready -- he will die drowning in my own abyss of existence and I don't want that."

- A.M.J. (Evanjelai)

Tuesday, March 15, 2016