I Don't Want To Forget

ENTRY #8: I Cannot

Standing in the ocean of crowd
Yet I could only perceive one.

You who have taken me for granted,
You who left me for nothing.

I needed you always and sometimes you needed me too.
I was in the abyss of confusion, did you loved me too?

I hate the feeling of being unwanted and unappreciated
Yet I cannot hate you.
I cannot hate you for I am in love with you.

My immense love for you was real
Yet I cannot feel you.

Mother once told me, life is fair
Because we are living in the same world
Seeing the same sky, blue and white.
Taking the same air, in and out.
Yet I always thirst for you to see me through.

And now, I am bidding good bye
with a promise to unloved the man I am crying at ─ you.

- A.M.J. (Evanjelai)

Thursday, July 30, 2015