Chapter Twenty Two: Not Giving Up

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Ally's POV:

What the actual fuck? This can't be happening.

WHY NOW THAT I'M TRYING TO MOVE ON? WHY JUSTIN HAS TO RETURN?

Seeing him on the park just tumbled every brick of the wall I built around my heart...

How can he have this power over me?

His hazel eyes were the whole time staring at me, sparkling like shouting stars, his perfect honey-brown hair all messed up made me want to run my hand through it. His perfect plum lips were so kissable as I remember.

FUCK ALLY STOP, STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM.

I can't... I know I can't forget him... I know I can't get him out of my head because he's all I ever dreamed for.

Everything about him its flawless for me.

"Baby" Cody whispered in my ear

"Hmm?" I grumbled without paying attention

"Are you ok?"

"Oh sure, I'm fine" I smiled slightly

"If you say so" He mumbled and turned me to face him

"I'm so sorry, I don't know what's going on with me" I kissed his cheek

"Its fine, you can trust me right?" I nodded

I love Cody and I was really moving on but FUCK now that Justin is here I'm going backward on my tries of moving on.

"Well I have to go now. But remember I'm always here for you" He said "Gonna call you later" He kissed me in the lips and I felt a little chill on my spine.

Wasn't as strong as what I felt with Justin but was something... This could work! I could move on! I'm moving on! Justin and I are done! I've made it!!

'Damn Allison you are such a bad liar... You expect yourself to believe that crap? Haha better try the next time' A voice in my head said.

'Shut up' I yelled to myself... This was gonna be hard

"SO HE SAW YOU?" Emma yelled through the phone

"Yes" I mumbled

"DID YOU FEEL SOMETHING? DID HE TRIED SOMETHING? WHAT HAPPENED?" Damn she's really annoying... I almost wanted to laugh

"Em calm! First I don't know what he felt when he saw me but I kissed Cody in front of Justin"

"WHAT? ALLY WHY YOU DID THAT?" She asked, I shrugged

"I wanted to show him I moved on"

"Oh" Was all she said

"But didn't work" I continued

"What?"

"Em I love Justin with all my heart and I thought the feels I had for him were tearing apart thanks to Cody but today I got the prove that I'm still madly in love with Justin" I could feel the lump in throat now

"Ally, he loves you too even when he's a fucking bastard cheating bitch I'm sure he loves you. Alfredo told me he wasn't the same since you left, he's like lost" I wanted to cry but I wasn't allowing myself to do it

"Em I need to go, bye" I hung up before she could reply.

"Where the fuck I am?" I said to myself looking around

I've been walking for what seems hours without knowing where I go, just trying to clear my mind about Justin, Cody and I. But now I'm fucking lost.

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