Chapter Twenty One: Moved On

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Justin's POV:

"Justin how you think I feel when I see you with her? I know she's your girlfriend and all but I can't help it" Barbara said with a bit of pain in her voice

"I know and I'm so sorry that I'm hurting you but I can't do anything. You know that I love her with all my heart" I replied

"And what about me Justin?" She snapped

"Barbara I don't fucking know what's going on with me, I'm confused ok? I can't leave her because I love her more than anything but ughhh " I yelled in frustration

"You confused me Barbara, before you came in my life I was totally sure she was the one and only girl I loved and now I'm in the middle of you two..."

"Tell me what you feel when you are around me. When we kissed" She said stepping closer

"It was stronger than what you feel with her or no?" I started thinking for a moment  and when I was about to reply she kissed me again, I didn't know what to do.

I tried not to kiss her because of Ally, I couldn't be doing this again but I gave up and I kissed her back

"Think about it" She said and opened the door ready to leave.

When the door hanged open my whole world crashed down.

NO.... NO NO NO THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING.

"HOw... How COULD YOU DO  SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO ME JUSTIN? HOW?" Ally shouted with tears on her eyes

"Baby-" I tried to move and I felt how tears were building in my eyes

"DON'T YOU DARE TO TELL ME ANYTHING NEITHER TO CALL ME IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE" She spat "Now I get it, the weeks without calling, you acting weird around this bitch, how you have been acting as if you don't care about me anymore" She kept yelling while teardrops fell down her cheeks.

"Ally let me explain to you" I tried to say but what the fuck I was gonna say?  Ally I liked another girl while dating you? I fucking screwed everything once again

"I don't want to hear your lame ass excuses Justin. Fuck you and your bullshit. I'm done with this.  We are done. I'll take the decision for you. You can totally stay with this bitch" She screamed in my face and eyed Barbara up and down with a disgusted face

"Ally no, no no I can't let you go. I love you with all my heart. Babe please don't leave me, I'm so sorry princess" I said now crying too, I can't let her go. I can't lose the only girl I really love for something passanger like what I felt for Barbara.

Now I knew the answer, of course what I felt for Ally was ways stronger than what I felt for Barbara. How could I've been so stupid?

"I better go. You need to talk and I'm gonna leave you two to discuss this. Is not my fault that I fell for him and he liked me. We didn't want things to turn out like this... it just happened but I'm really sorry" Barbara said, all this time she have been here shocked looking at us

"SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU SLUT" Ally yelled and slapped her hard... Really hard across the cheek making her tumble a little bit, Barbara let out a little cry

"We are fucking done because of you bitch. Didn't you hear? You can take my leftovers" She shouted at Barbara. She couldn't help walked out with tears slamming the door.

"ALLY PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME, I KNOW WHAT I DID WAS WRONG BUT PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME" I shouted in a desperate cry.

We were on the hallway of the hotel and with our yells my mom, Scooter , Kenny, Ryan, Fredo and Carin opened their respective doors.

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