"Look Zach, whatever happened down stairs was honestly...."
I am not able to find the words to say to him because to be truthful, I want him. Never would I ever think I would have to be even thinking of this.
"Nessa, trust me we can do this. Just think about it as if it is a accident every time." I wonder if that will work.
Wait.
"I have a boyfriend"
"I know...." He starts walking towards me "but I can not help but stare at that beautiful body, things I would do" he continues.
We are only apart by 2 inches.
Face to face my pulse starts quickening and I know he can tell by my heavy breathing.
"I can do this...." He puts on hand below my back and pulls me in.
"This.." Puts the other hand on my thigh and grips it.
I can't help it. Next thing you know, our lips collide together in force. This kiss or is much more stronger then the first one.
"I love you Nessa"
"I love you Zach"
We are now resting. Laying on his chest as I hear his heartbeat '& chest rapidly moving up and down.
"So it this going to be our thing now? You come over to my house or I go over to yours and it's no longer hand out time?"
" well it can be if you would like" he winks at me.
"What about your supporters? What will we tell them"
Hey guys I am having sex at the age of 15 with my best friend
"I love my supporters, don't get me wrong, but I mean not everyone has to know about my personal life"
"But Zach they love you so much you can't...."
I get cut off
"I love them even more Nessa, but I will eventually tell them about us when things get serious this is only temporary"
My heart drops. I don't know why but it hurts.
"Okay" is really all I can say at this point.
"Well tomorrow is the party and its at 7;00 so we still have time to do other stuff" his smirk smirk says it all.
Although I really want to I turn down.
"Go to sleep, Zach"
I slightly smile at him.
