Yearning For Love(VS#1)

Chapter 10

A.N: Pasintabi po sa mga bata! Which is dapat walang naliligaw na bata kasi Hindi po playground ito, ang chapter na ito ay may maselang lengwahe. In other term. Puro po mura ang nilalaman ng story na to! Haha, kidding... Basta, madaming mura dito! Oryt? Just to remind you... Sorry po sa matagal na UD. Read well!

TEN

Three years and eight months ago...

-Hannaline-

"H-Hanna..." Someone called my name...

I stared at him with a blank emotion in my eyes. What the hell was he doing here again?

I wanted to punch his face but I don't want to ruin his flawless skin. Urgh! I don't know if it's a good thing or not, I'm becoming sadist everyday because of this f*cking assh*le whom I really hate the most after what happened to my twin.

"One more try of ruining my f*cking day... I will never give an information about my sister..." One more thing that has changed of me... I'm really f*cked up! I always f*cking cuss! And I don't think this is a good change. Imagine, from Angel-Maria Clara- Good Hannaline to Evil-Liberated-F*cked up Hannaline... But I prefer the latter.

"Hanna... Don't do this to me..." He looked desperate and f*cked up also but I don't f*cking care! He deserved to be desperate and f*cked up!

He hold my hand but I just removed it like I was the rudest human being in the world. "You have no f*cking right to hold me..."

He looked devastated but he didn't try to hold me again. If ever he tried doing it again, I will f*cking kill him!

"Hann..." He then uttered my nickname that made my blood boiled.

"Don't call me that... We're not close so don't f*cking call me my nickname, understood?" I even use my point finger just to make him feel that I'm serious about it.

"O-okay..." He doesn't look scared. He really looked pissed but he can't do anything because he f*cking needs me. "Just tell me what's happening to your sister?"

He looked like a lost puppy that needs love and attention but he lost his chance to even give him a sympathy.

"I don't know where she is..." I gave him a cold stare. "Why do you always go here like we're close to each other?" I need to know his answer... Because I already knew it but I want to piss him off that's why I asked.

"Just f*cking tell me where she is..." He looked like he wanted to shout but be controlled himself cause he knew how bad it is when I get mad.

"BAKIT BA ANG KULIT MO?" I shouted as sign of desperation. "RAGE, HINDI KO NGA ALAM KUNG NASAAN SI HARELLINE KAYA PWEDE BA... GET THE F*CKING OUT OF HERE..."

Napasalampak sya sa sahig ng clinic ko. "Hanna..." Kitang kita ko kung paano pumatak ang luha sa mga mata nya. Ngayon ko lang napansin kung gaano sya nagbago.

I knew him since when I was in college and schoolmate ko sya noon. I remember him being the heart Rob of the university and I admitted I was attracted to him then but I set aside my feelings because it's not my priority

The first time they met each other is when I was in med school.

Naisipan ni Hare na pasyalan ako sa school ko at saktong yung ex ni Rage noon ay nag-aaral din ng med school and tadah! Nainlove si Hare...

Hindi ko alam na naging f-uck buddy pala ni Hare si Rage, and rest is a history!

I found out they were having that relationship from Rage. He confessed to me one month ago. [Not a confession of Love]

He said Hare stopped seeing him so he became worried.

Naalala ko PA nga nung sinabi nya sakin lahat at saktong dumating ang parents ko including Kuya Harry, nalaman nilang ito pala ang nanggago sa pinakamamahal naming bunso. My brother freaked out and gave Rage couples of couple of flying palm and kick. Our dad just looked at him like he wanted to kill him and didn't give a chance to struggle him to death because my mom stopped him.

I don't know why my parents decided not to tell Rage that Hare's pregnant. I just assumed na ayaw lang nilang ma-stressed ito.

Rage asked what happened to Hare but they didn't tell him the truth... Sinabi nalang ni Papa na nagbakasyon pero Hindi sinabi nito kung saan.

RAGE

I don't know what really happened to her and all her family didn't give an information about her...

Pakiramdam ko may tinatago sila sakin pero Hindi ko ma-pin point kung ano...

I hired a private investigator to find her but even the most expert on that field can't find a clue to find her...

Totoo nga talaga suguro ang kasabihan na ang mahirap hanapin ang taong ayaw magpahanap!

I decided to stop looking for her. Ginagagawa ko lang tanga ang sarili ko... Hare leave without an explanation... Why bother giving her a chance to explain?

Saka kahit na gustong gusto ko syang makasama ulit... Wala naman akong karapatang makasama sya... Wala nAman akong karapatan na hanapin sya since in the first place... Wala nAman kasing relasyon maliban sa f-uck buddies.

Now I realized how it hurts to hold on when you don't have a right to do it...

Akala ko sa tatlong taon na pagsasama naming dalawa, mahal nya ko... She even whispered it to me many times when she thought I'm sleeping...

Or maybe she really loved me but she get tired of loving me...

Kung kailan narealize Kong kaya ko na syang mabalin ng lubusan... Kung kailan handa na ko... Saka nAman sya nawala... Saka nAman sya nang-iwan. Saka nAman sya tumalikod!

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A/N: I don't know if this chapter made a sense to you... But I hope you appreciate it!

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