Love Isn't Real #Wattys2016

"friend zoned again "

Jae and i decided to keep our relationship as just friends i was disappointed at first but after I thought about it I guess it was good as long and I'm near Jae. I admit it ,it hurt to see jae happy with his new girlfriend , I try not to say in the background so that Jae dosent think I'm still hurting . He found out about me Erick's skit about being a couple but Erick cleared things out with him and told him that it's just gonna be for a while .
Lisa is Jae's new girlfriend she dosent like me one bit
Besides her bullying me i try to stay quiet i want jae to be happy even if it kills me not being "the one" who makes him smile everyday of the girl who can say "I'm his"
But anyways he has always been jae the boy who stole MY first kiss on the first day of school . This boy has had so much effect on me idek how he was able to break through all my walls .

We are currently at the beach it's me Joel , Erick, Jae , Anne , Xavier, and of course stuck up Lisa. They have been six months deep into there relationship and Jae wanted all of us to celebrate their anniversary . Me and Joel are befriends the only reason is because i dont want jae to think i dont want to be his best friend anymore , the last thing i want is for me and jae to be aqward .

I sat down on my towel as i saw everyone run into the water . i didn't want to get into the water mainly because i didn't know how to swim . Erick got out of the water his hair was dripping down his shoulders and down his muscles . he kneeled down in front of me

Erick: why aren't you in the water ?

Me: well i don't know how to swim

Erick : ill show you

by this time everyone was staring directly at us erick ignored jaes glaring eyes

Me: Erick i don't wanna what happens if i drown

Erick: you wont drown

his smirk was incredibly hot i couldn't resist blushing

Me: fine then , but in one condition

Erick : What ?

Me: you let me go change into my bathing suit

Erick : fine then

we walked to the public restrooms
I bumped in to a muscular chest as i was exiting the restroom
Luz ?
I look up and see those blue lustful eyes
Tanner?
Hey how have you been ?
Good
Hey luz who's this erick says in a chirpy voice
Hi im tanner you must be luz's boyfreind
Erick laughs and says
Nah were just freinds ,
Tanners face lights up
So your single?
Sadly i laugh it off he knew I had something for jae
So I see you and jae didn't work out
Yea i guess
I saw him earlier he said my eyes widen
Don't worry I cleared things up
Oh,
I exhale in comfort
Erick just has to open his mouth and say
Would you like to join us ?
Tanner smiles at me and says yes
Tanner excuses himself to go get his stuff to join us
ERICK !
what ? He asks in confusion
Jae will flip !
So you need a boyfreind?
Ugh erick your so difficult to be mad at ! I say as i smile
Tanner comes he flashes me with his award winning smile that always made me blush.
Erick sees this he nudges me towards tanner and wiggles his eyebrows
Tanner places his hand on my back erick kept on giving me goo goo eyes as we walked back .
When we got there they were still in the water
Jae was glaring at us his hands were clenched
I took deep breaths and tried to calm down the deep feeling i got when jae looked at us .
I could feel my confidence go down little by little
I really wanted to show jae i wanted to move on but i didn't want to let go if jae .
I wish things weren't this hard .
Tanner some how brought back all these good memories.
I still rember when we were kidnapped how he took a bullet for me .
Me and tanner were currently playing in the water he was holding me bridal style he knew I couldn't swim .
Me and tanner exchanged new numbers h jae was now in the clouds with Lisa.
I sat down criss cross i was in basketball shorts and a t-shirt. Everyone sat around towels in front of the small fireplace we had all been waiting for jae to return .
He came back good thing he did i would've punched annoying Lisa.
He kneeled down and opened a small box it was a promise ring for lissa ,
Lissa your the only girl who's made my heart feel like if it's gona blow right out of where it is , you make these amazing feelings in my stomach happen . I know it's early and all but lissa
I LOVE YOU
I officially felt my stomach it couldn't feel any worse .
Everyone cooed including me even though it hurt more than i expected . I glanced at anne she got my back she got up and said she felt puking xhavier and i "escorted" her to the restroom .
Omg thanks anne !
No problem she smiled
Xhavier headed back to call joel he had his back and carried some pills wich i needed because mother nature wanted to give me cramps thank you !
He came we walked to the spot where he had rented lockers to put our stuff in i slipped into my confortable shoes took the stupid pills and told joel if it was okay to go to the dorms . He went with me .
Joel?
Yea luz ?
I think i need a break ,
Of what luz ?
School and everything like that .
Oh
I'm just really tired of having HER around
Luz you know i support you like if you were my sister
I smiled at joels kind and warm words
So I was thinking I gather all next week's school work and i go back home and try to clear my mind ?
Sounds good luz he smiles down at me
Hold up joel
What's wrong luz ?
I want to leave but don't tell anyone not even anne .
Why? joel asks in confusion
I don't want jae knowing where I'm going i want you to be the only one who knows .
He smiles and hugs me tightly
Luz how about you leave tomorrow,?
It's gonna be friday tomorrow and you can have until next Monday not this monday but next you will have enough time for yourself ?
I smile and look at him, you scare me sometimes you know that ?
Why would that be?
You know me better than I know myself .