(Y/n) P.o.v
I'm on my bed talking to my brother about what has happened. He knew something was up, because of my Red tear stained face.So I told him everything.
I reasted my head in his chest as he hugged me."Oh I get it". Derek says softly as he ruffled my hair."Hey maybe he's not the one".
I nod."B-b-but I really loved him". It's True I really did love him. Love. Huh. There's so much meaning packed in those four letters. I thought I had it, but it wasn't real.
"I know". He said giving me a hug."It's been a long day get some rest".
I lay my head down not minding if I'm still in my clothes, haven't taken a shower, or brushed my teeth. I just need to relax. Derek pulled the cover over me kissing my cheek.
"Good night Tiny".
Derek turned of the light, and walked out.I need to keep my mind of Shawn for know. I need a break. From everything. Everyone. A brake from life.
Shawn Mendes P.o.v
I tried so....so hard not to cry after what happened. I couldn't believe it.
Flash back
"Were Done you don't want me fine I don't want you either"! You told him. Shawn began to cry along with you.
End of Flash back
I was walking home after I turned Rosey in to her parents. And payed for the Door. Which I kicked down. I just could hold it in anymore, and just started to cry. 'Not acting like a man right know am I'.
I thought to my self wiping my tears away.'I didn't mean what I said. I just got I don't know annoyed. It's not her that's got me mad. It's that she didn't tell me the truth. Did she not trust me? I'm sure s-...wait was I to protective? She didn't want to tell me because I'd be so mad. I don't want her taken from me. I'm here for her. Aren't I'?
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Shawn Mendes X Reader
Fanfiction(Y/n) was new in the neighborhood. She knew no one would like her as a Friend, because of her secret. To her suprise a boy liked her. His name was Shawn Mendes. This is there love story.