Save Me Big Time Rush

Chapter 1

Katie P.O.V

I rubbed my tounge over my braces. I just got my braces fitted in and they hurt like crap.

"Mom, how long do I have my braces in?" I asked my mom

"Maybe a year or so. Katie, i think you look pretty in your braces. The plus side is you only have them on your top teeth." Mom slightly smiled, keeping her eyes on the road.

"A year?!" I shouted

Mom just nodded her head and continued driving home. I decided to log onto Facebook and write a new status.

Katie Knight: Finally got my braces :( The colour i choose was blue :P

As soon as i hit update, people started to like my status. But of course, Jessie had to comment on my status.

Jessie Chambers: No one gives a fuck. Now stop posting, it's keeps appearing on my news feed

Ouch! Why did she have to write that?

"Write what hun?" Mom eyed me

"Urmm..." I plaused. Shit, i just said that out loud. "This girl in my class keeps on writing on Facebook how much she loves this teacher, but hates his girlfriend" i continued.

Katie, you are the worst liar ever. Note to self; learn to lie. I noticed the car came to a stop and we was already in the driveway of my house. I climb out of the car and walked inside the house. I chucked my shoes off and took off my jacket.

"Hey baby sis, let's see your braces!" Kendall asked.

I shook my head and made a run for it to my bedroom. Reaching it successfully, i locked the door and laid on my bed. If Kendall or the guys saw my braces, they would laugh at me. I'm ugly enough and these braces make it ten times worst.

I looked at myself in the mirror. All i see is this ugly abuse girl in the reflection. I slowly lifted up my top, just lower before my bra line. My stomach is covered in bruises and cuts all over. Jessie done this. All of this, ever since fourth grade, she always use to pick on me. Not so bad as she done now, but it still used to make me come home crying. The guys never really noticed i was being bullied, but they did seem to notice why i wore clothes that cover most of the visible parts on my body. I didn't even notice i was crying. I sat down on the edge of my bed and cried all of my emotions out until no more tears came out. I walked into my on-suite bathroom and applied make-up to my face, to make my face less pale. I heard someone knock on door and call for me

"Come in." I called from the bathroom.

"Katie, where are you?" Carlos' voice filled the room

"I'll be with you in a minute." I shouted.

I turned off the light and closed the door of my bathroom and sat down next to Carlos

"Whats up los?" I said

"Just thinking.." He answered

"About what?"

"You." He said

"Awkward much? Why?" I asked confused

"You just seem so.."he paused for moment, thinking of a word to use, "distance." He finished

"You see me everyday, don't you?" I chuckled

"You used to be so close to me and the guys. Ever since a few months ago. You stopped hanging out with us, you rarely even talk to us, nor even eye contact! Has something happened?You can always tell me, i will always be a shoulder you can talk to, you know."

"No no, there's nothing." I faked smiled.

Lie.

"Katie..." Carlos eyed me, "i saw your Facebook..."

"And?" I said

"Who is Jessie Chambers?"

"A friend of mine"

Lie

"If she's a friend, why is she so rude to you? She basically cyber bully's you!" Carlos raised his voice

"If i tell you something, promise you won't be mad?"

"Promise" Carlos promised me

I couldn't take it no more. Lying to my brothers is breaking my relationship with them. They need to know the truth, i can't hide in fear all of my life.

I stood up in front of Carlos and slowly started the lift up my shirt. My eyes started to water. I looked at Carlos, his eye's were wide open and glued onto my stomach.

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First chapter done! I hope you guys like it!

-Tanaya<3