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As soon as I get to my grandmas in the morning I always message Jacob right a way.

//6 AM\\

Ariana: Hi

//8 Hours Later\\

Ariana: There's a small chance I can talk tonight but idk I'm going to the hockey games but they are in a different part of the arena well the other arena

Jacob: Who's playing?

Ariana: Our high school?😂

Jacob: O xD

Ariana: Unless you meant like varsity girls, Jv girls or varsity boys, Jv boys

Jacob: idek😂😂😂😂

Ariana: Ok😂 well there all play btw

Jacob: All?

Ariana: Ya we have to arenas so when the varsity girls are playing the main arena the boys Jv is playing in the back arena and when the boys varsity is playing the main arena Jv girls are playing in the back arena

Jacob: Ohh confusing xD

Ariana: Eh lol

Jacob: Wyd

Ariana: Walking to study hall Wyd

Jacob: Watching tv

Ariana: Your already home?

Jacob: Been lol

Ariana: All day?

Jacob: Yes

Ariana: Oh

//An Hour Later\\

Ariana: idk when I'm leaving

Jacob: Wym lol

Ariana: Nvm

Jacob:😂😂😂

//A Couple Days Later\\

Ariana: Are you happy? Like do I ever make you happy anymore.. I feel like I don't I feel like I'm just here annoying you. I just want you to be happy I just want to be happy.. :/  I'm sorry

I knew he wasn't going to get the message cause I don't have dumb Internet but I just need to get it out.

//Morning\\

Ariana: Hi

Jacob: Hiya

Ariana: Hru

//10 Minutes Later\\

Jacob: Stressed

Ariana: Why

//15 Minutes Later\\

Ariana: What's wrong:/

Jacob: Schooling

Ariana: I'm sorry

Ariana: Whats wrong with school?

Jacob: Classes

Ariana: I'm sorry :(

Jacob: Not ur fault tho

Ariana: I feel bad

Jacob: No reason too

Ariana: :/ yes there is

//The Weekend (Saturday)\\

Ariana: Hi

//5 Hours Later\\

Ariana: ?

//3 Hours Later\\

Ariana: Ok :/

//15 Minutes Later\\

Jacob: Hiya

Ariana: Hi

//4 Hours Later\\

Ariana: Night

Ariana: Hope your not to busy tomorrow :)

Jacob: Have a good night :)

//2 PM (Sunday)\\

Ariana: Hi

//3 Hours Later\\

Ariana: Ok.. Bye

Ariana: I love you.. :/

//Next Day (2PM)\\

Ariana: Hi..

//20 Minutes Later\\

Ariana: Great Talk :)

Jacob: I'm at a friends I'm sorry :c were out eating

Ariana: Sorry to bother

Nothing. I have nothing that's all I ever had. I knew this was going to happen. Going back into depression, not eating, not happy I hate it. He made me happy and now, now he makes me depressed. I don't know what to do anymore. I mean it's not like he did ever ask me out. Maybe he never even liked me. I don't know. I haven't gotten any sleep and if I do I go to sleep crying and wake up the same way. Everyday. I'm starting to fail my classes again. My friends are asking me what's wrong but I can't tell them I can't. I can't tell them that I'm depressed. My anxiety is coming back worse then ever. I freak out and leave the class sometimes. I had to give my teacher a speech the other day and I couldn't even do that. To just my teacher! I broke down started crying and I couldn't breathe and couldn't calm down. At this point I don't know what to do anymore.

Sorry it's so short! Have a wonderful day/ night :)

Question: What do you think Ariana should do??