2 Points Of View {PHAN}

Chapter 19: Hell Of A Feeling

Warning of suicide talk once again. Plus I have a new story of Romeo and Juliet (Phan) up right now! Please go check it out!!

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Beep

Beep

Beep

The sounds of shuffling and monitors surround myself. There is nothing else I can hear besides the beeping. It's dark and I can't see you thing. I don't know if I want to see.

I can't tell what my fate is if I open my eyes. Opening my eyes would mean facing problems and I don't want to do that. But sometimes we have to do things we don't want to do. We have to face our problems.

I open my eyes slowly, afraid of what's gonna happen. If anything will happen.

I look up and see white. Then I look around and see mostly white. There's monitors hooked up to me. I'm in a room.

With all the strength I have I pull up my arm to me and see IVs in me. I'm guessing I'm in the hospital, otherwise that would be pretty creepy. There's other hospital beds in this room, but they're empty. No one seems to be around.

I don't see any nurses or doctors waiting for me as I wake up. My memory of what happened before it went black slowly processes into my brain.

I see a wooden door to my left with a giant window right next to it. I can hardly see out of it, but from what I can tell there's another window across from me.

As I sit up in this bed the door slowly opened and I panicked. Luckily it's just a girl who looks like she works here. She's in scrubs and holds a clipboard. As soon as we both made eye contact she smiles at me.

"Hello Dan, I'm your nurse," she softly spoke to me.

"Why am I here?" I blurted out.

"Oh well you hit your head and they sent you here. Your family is outside the door waiting for you to wake up," she says as she looks at the monitors.

"They are?" I asked surprised.

"Yeah they have been waiting for you to wake up for a few hours now. Can I send them in?" She asked politely.

"Um... yeah sure," I said faking a smile.

She turns around to open the door and running in is my family. My Mum, Dad, and Adrian suddenly appear at my bed side look at me with mix emotions.

My Mum look upset. Even angry. But her face expression softens when we make eye contact. My Dad seems more confused as Adrian is sad.

"Dan...." My Mum speaks.

"I... I um... well you see," I stutter out, not knowing what to say to them.

"Nurse can we have a moment alone with Dan please," my Mum pleads.

The nurse nods and walks out the door, closing it from behind her.

"Dan what were you thinking?" My Mum asked.

"I just..."

"No you were going to end your life with that guy. That Phil guy who happens to be your kidnapper!" My Dad exclaims.

All other emotion has gone away besides anger. They start to yell at me because of my choices. It hurts me when they insult Phil like he's nothing.

Phil is my everything and them calling him names doesn't help. It makes me want to run out of the building and cry. I don't want to be around my family.