2 Points Of View {PHAN}

Chapter 4: Shower

It's been about 3 days since Phil and I have started the point system. Right now I have 56 points from just eating the food I am given. I haven't told Phil anything about myself yet, but I might have to so I can get this chain off of me as soon as possible. Since I have gotten over 50 points I've reached my first goal of a shower. I have never been so excited to take a shower before until now. I didn't realize that taking a shower was such a Prize. My hair was its regular, natural curly mess and it felt a bit greasy. Surprisingly my arm pit areas didn't smell as bas as I thought it would be. But let's not get started on my bad breath.

The sun was about to set and Phil was going to bring me dinner any moment. He usually brings me dinner when the sun is about to set. It's like clock work every day. I've been able to keep it together for a few day, but I'm not sure if I can do this any while longer. The pain of fake liking someone is exhausting on your body and mind. I'm afraid that if I lash out at him again he will hurt my family and I don't want him near my family.

"Hey Dan guess what I got!" Phil says excitingly as he swings open the door. Phil is holding a large cardboard box that seems extremely heavy since Phil holds onto it barely from underneath.

Phil places the box right next to the bed that I'm sitting on. Afraid of what was in it, I held the duvet up to protect me. Phil gives me a concerned look and sits on the floor with the box in front of him.

"Dan it's okay, I promise. Come open this box," Phil says.

I pull the duvet off of me and I look at the box. There is still pieces of duct tape on the box to keep it from being opened, but I guess Phil already opened it up. I open the box up carefully to see clothes.

"Clothes?" I asked confused.

"Yeah I thought that since you don't have any clothes with you that I would get you some so we can start our new life together! I ordered all of those clothes online so everything is new!" Phil said cheerful. He had a big smile on his face and his eyes lit up.

My mind scrambled. Phil was actually serious about us being together forever. I felt light headed and my breathing picked up. Why is this happening to me? What did I do to deserve this? What the Hell is up with this guy?

"Dan are you feeling ill?" Phil asked.

"No-oo, I'm not ill. I'm perfectly fine. I'm just so... happy that you got me... these clothes," I said lying through my teeth.

Phil's smile grew bigger and his eyes seemed to be filled with joy. He clapped his hands in joy and got up from sitting on the floor. I felt like falling apart, everything seemed like a cruel joke on me.

"Well I'm going to get you dinner. I'll be right back," Phil gleefully said exiting the room.

I looked at the first see able layer of clothing in the box. From what I saw, it was mainly dark clothing. Wow... Phil must know my choice of style since I mainly wear dark clothing. Doesn't really surprise me that he knows what I like to wear since he must of stalked me. I realize that since Phil ordered these clothes online that we are somewhere close to other civilizations.

I drum the beat of Hysteria by Muse on my leg since there is nothing else to do. I don't want to look at what Phil got me because it reminds me to much of him. My mind wants to be free from Phil.

"Dan, I placed your meal on your desk," Phil says.

I'm startled by Phil's voice. I jump up a little and see him placing the food on the desk. I didn't even realize that he came into the room. I must have been lost in thought.