2 Points Of View {PHAN}

Chapter 16: Irreplaceable

"Dan?"

I raised up my head from my crying self and in that moment I could barely understand my emotions. There was emotions of anger, sadness, shocked, confused, nervousness, and the biggest emotion of all: Happy.

I couldn't understand why, but I felt all the emotions at once. Not being able to land an expression on my face. There was to many to comprehend any type of movement.

All I saw was what I needed to see. It was somewhat hard to see because of the night sky, but the illuminated light gave me enough light to see him.

Phil.

Confusion came from why they hell is he here and alive. Anger from myself. Sadness from how I treated Phil. Nervousness from what he would do to me. Happy because I can see the man I love.

I felt slow tears dropping down my face onto my hands. It woke me up to see what was going on and I stood straight up. My body felt faint since I stood up so fast, but I didn't care. I wanted to see my Phil.

I ran towards him and his face expression had fear in it. He was afraid of what I was going to do. Instead of hurting him, I ran up to him and hugged him. Not a half hug, but a full on hug.

I stood on my tippy toes and buried my head in his neck. I was underneath his chin and felt his defined collar bones through his jacket. He felt warm and cozy.

I didn't feel his arms immediately wrap around my body until a few seconds later. I started to cry into his neck. Hot, rushing tears fell into his jacket. I started saying stuff that was to hard from understanding because I was hysterical.

Stuff along the lines "Oh My God", "You're Alive?", or "I Can't Believe It". This was some miracle with Phil being here. This wasn't how it was suppose to be.

I stopped crying in his jacket and moved my head up to kiss on his neck. Sloppy kisses trailed up his neck and I felt on top of the world. Hearing Phil giggle above me warmed up my heart.

"Danny," Phil giggled above me.

I pulled apart and wiped off the tears on my face with my hands. I looked into the ocean colored eyes and got lost in them. They were so magnificent and magical to look at. I just couldn't believe that he was here with me.

Phil talking to me broke the eye connection.

"Dan... I... I don't know what to say anymore," Phil said looking to the ground. He truly was not sure of what to do.

"Well I can be the one who needs to talk. I was stupid and selfish. I didn't realize what you have been doing for me, for us. You did everything to make me happy. I didn't realize until it was to late. Or so I thought. I thought I lost you forever after realizing that I wanted to be with you. You're all I want, nothing more and nothing less. You are what I need. Phil I can't believe I tried to kill you. I'm so sorry. I miss you so much and Phil... I love you so much," I said to Phil. He looked shocked at my words.

"Dan I thought that when I came back for you that our encounter would be different than this. I wasn't expecting this. I'm so happy you realized that you see what we have is special. I love you," Phil said. He leaned into me and kissed my lips.

His lips were soft along with mine as we kissed. Phil softly grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me into the kiss more. My wet cheeks rubbed against his dry ones. Our kiss was passionate and soft. Something special sparked in it. I loved every moment of it.

We pulled apart and looked deeply into each other's eyes. It was a perfect moment of love in the air.

"Phil how did you even find me?" I asked breaking the moment.