Confusion

Chapter 9

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The sunday of that week
Janet's POV

I had to wake up this morning for church because we were having a guest speaker.

i really didnt wanna go, but my mom wanted me too so i did.

i got dressed and did my hair.

we all were ready too head too church so we all got into my stepdads car.

we live right by the church so we got their in 5 minutes tops.

Toni POV

it was sunday and of couse we had to wake up early.

my dad was guest speaking too a church today, so we had to be on time.

we all got in the car and was on our way too the church.

Janet's POV

When we got there, my mom sat on the first row and i sat on the second row.

as we were walking in, i heard people talking about me.

"oh thats the pastor step daughter. She is a lesbian."

"she dont need too be here she is a lesbian."

"she isnt going too heaven be because she is a lesbian."

I tried ignored all the nasty comments, but i started too get upset and my mom saw my face.

"calm down jan." she said whispering my leg.

"im trying." i said trying to get them thoughts out my head.

My stepdad was introducing the guess speaker and the guess speaker at his family came walking in.

i didnt know if my eyes were playing games on me, but i thought i saw my baby Toni.

She came and sat by me and a smile came on my face.

She smiled at my face.

"hey jan." she said whispering.

"hey baby." i said grabbing her hand.

"i really dont wanna be here."

"tell me about it. i hate being here. all they do is judge me because im a Lesbian."

"its ok. i dont wanna be here neither. they going too be forever. you step dad has to preach too huh?" Toni said rubbing my leg.

that turned me on a little. her hands were soft... just the way i like them.

"umm yea i think so."

"i wish we can leave."

"maybe we can."

"what you mean?"

"follow me."

Toni and i got up and walked to my step dad's preacher's office to get the car keys.