Confusion

Chapter 5

Sorry for any mistakes💋
flash back

"just been thinking stupid things"

"i always think stupid stuff. its nor..."

Thats when i kissed Janet and she kissed back.

She started to go threw my shirt and thats when my mom and dad pulled up to pick me up...

Toni's POV

I hurried up and pulled my shirt down and stopped kissing Janet.

"TONI BRAXTON GET IN THIS CAR NOW!" my mom screamed at me.

Tears began to run in my eyes.

Janet POV

When Toni kissed me, i felt a spark.

A spark i NEVER get when i kiss Aaliyah.

When i kiss Aaliyah, its not exciting.

But Toni's kiss...

It was something i couldn't describe. it was magical and i will always cherish it.

i started going in her shirt and thats when her parents came.

"TONI BRAXTON GET IN THIS CAR NOW!" she screamed.

I was scared for Toni. My poor baby.

ok i like her ok!

i feel so bad for her. she looked so scared and sad. i just wanna hug her.

My step dad pulled up a couple of seconds Toni left.

i got in the car silent.

i wasnt in the mood for his bull shit.

"hey Janet"

"hi"

"how was your day?"

"not to be rude but i really dont feel like talking. so can you stop?"

"well ok. i just wanted to tell you that Sunday you have to go to church with us because a guest speaker is preaching."

"ok"

I really didnt like going to church because all they do is judge me because im a lesbian.

just because im a lesbian don't mean i dont have feelings too.

anyways,

we arived at home and i ran too my mom in her room laying on her bed.

i started to tear up because im confused.

i love Aaliyah but...

it's possible that I love Toni a little.

maybe a little.

"mommy!" i said crying running jumping on her bed to her arms.

"whats going on?"

"you were right"

"you like that girl huh?"

"no... i love her."

"aw my baby"

"i dont know what too do. I still love Aaliyah. That was and still is my first love. But then theirs Toni. The most gorgeous  person i ever saw. And with the prettiest smile. the most  beautiful soul. you cant help but not to love her. i just dont know who to go to"

"well who you feel that you love a little more"

"its about what and what. Aaliyah always been their. threw thick and thin. Toni just coming. Toni isn't experience. Aaliyah is."

"that doesn't mean she isnt a freak Janet. You have to teach her. i think Toni. You never talked about Aaliyah like you talked about Toni."

I honestly dont know...

i walked too my room and laid on my bed and look at my phone.

51 text messages from Baee😍💋💦👅

I put my phone down and started thinking...

Who should I choose??

End of chapter 💋 which team your on??

Team Aaliyah??

Team Toni??

Next chapter is how Toni rest of the day went..

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~naiylahlatrice ❤️