#51: TEXTS I'LL NEVER SEND

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I THINK THE WEIRDEST THING ABOUT IT IS THAT I LIKE YOU BETTER WHEN WE WERE FRIENDS AND WE WOULD TALK ABOUT ATOMS AND ASTROLOGY AND RELIGION AND ALL THAT SPICY STUFF THAT NOT EVERYONE TAKES THE TIME TO SPEAK OF COMPARED TO WHEN YOUVE BECOME MY BELOVED ONE WHERE ALL WE DID WAS HAVE SEX AND NO TALK AND I THINK THATS SO SAD BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE THINKS ME AND YOU ARE THE PERFECT PAIR AND I USED TO THINK THE SAME BUT NOW I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE

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I FEEL LIKE I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU AND I KNOW THATS SO STUPID AND SELF DEPRECATING AND I'M BEING AN ABSOLUTE IDIOT FOR SAYING IT BECAUSE YOU KNOW ME I AM THE MOST CONFIDENT AND TOGETHER PERSON IN THE WORLD BUT LATELY I JUST FEEL THAT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER I AM THE LESS ATTRACTIVE PERSON IN THIS RELATIONSHIP AND HOLY FUCK IS THAT DISGUSTING OF ME TO SAY BUT LETS FACE IT YOU DONT HAVE YOUR SHIT TOGETHER AND I DO BUT OH HOW THE TABLES HAVE TURNED I JUST HOPE THAT YOU TAKE CARE OF ME THE SAME WAY I DID YOU

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HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT THE FACT THAT NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU FUCK ME OVER I STILL COME CRAWLING BACK TO YOU BECAUSE I HAVE AND IT MAKES ME FEEL SO DEGRADED AND SMALL AND ITS LIKE I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR MYSELF BUT I DO BELIEVE IT OR NOT I DO AND I WAS SORTA THINKING PERHAPS YOU SHOULD DO

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HOW WAS YOUR DAY?

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I DIDNT SEE YOU TODAY

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I LOVE YOU

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GOODBYE


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happy new year everyone i have faith that 2016 bring better shit to you than 2015 did 

X don


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