What I know now.
I know now that being just friends with your ex isn't really a thing if they can't keep it in their pants.
I know now that if they just need to be with me it won't just be that, it will be more or at least with him it was.
We were just watching the office then he scooted closer, his hands slid to my sides and it was just innocent tickling, then he was above me his face over mine, then there was kissing,
Then there was more there was covers then there was clothes being taken off I couldn't speak because my chest was too heavy.
I couldn't think clearly and I what I know now is that I guess he doesn't want to be just friends.
I know now from what he said and did is that he wants me to be his " friends with benefits." He told me "it was better than being in a relationship."
If I knew then what I knew know I wouldn't have gone to his house I wouldn't have been pulled in by his words and then maybe none of this would have happened.
~E.M.C
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Hurt Beyond Repair.
PoetryHurt and frightened and no where to turn except for my journal. Curse words being streamed at me and you would have thought I had a father for a sailor. ~E.M.C Many poems focusing on the subject of Mental Illness, that many suffer with and the su...
