I find it weird because this story still hasn't ended, and yet, I'm so eager to write something about it. And ta- da! My heart wins haha.
The first part of this story saved me. I was Imogen Harrison. Her character is so relatable. Sobrang conflicting ng utak nya. One moment, she keep on spouting how much she loves Parker. And the next thing we knew, pagod na pagod na sya. Then she woke up, at bati na naman sila. She's so stupid. Not plain stupid but sobrang inlove stupid. At sobrang dali nyang makita sa tao. Heck, I even saw myself sa kanya. Sobrang galit ako sa kanya kasi ang tanga tanga nya. Na kahit may rason si Parker, she should see more of herself. She should know what she deserves. That a relationship should never be a burden, an extra baggage. It is suppose to be not dragging. Sadly, that's what exactly their relationship is all about. This comment is nothing to do with the fact na bias ako kay Shiloah. I'm speaking as a fellow female that feels the same way as Imo. I was happy na nag- break sila. It's bound to happen. And then, Parker died.
Actually, pagkatapos ng nalaman ko yung issue about kay Bianca I decided to finally see this story as fiction. Hahaha. Oo, late realization pero sobra kasi talagang relatable yung nangyayari kay Imo sa first part to the point I felt na kaibigan ko yung nagkwe- kwento sakin ng mga nangyari. I also stumbled upon this comment na sabi nya, hindi daw makatotohanan yung mga nangyayari na sobrang panget ng story. Yeah, I was so tempted to cyberslap his face at sabihin na THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION! DEAL WITH IT.
Honestly, no harm intended, pero ayaw ko ng mabuhay si Parker. Oo, he's also a victim. Wala syang kasalanan. At, wala namang tao na deserving para mamatay. Pero "namatay na sya". And I can't help but think kung anong mangyayari kay Imo pag buhay pa sya. I'm selfish. I've grown attached to her, maybe that's why I don't want Parker to be alive. Ayaw ko na ng burden sa buhay nya. She deserves to be happy as much as anyone.
And that's where my fears entered. Si Ate Eydee lang may hawak ng mangyayari. I'm just a mere spectator. All I can do is to watch them suffer if any of those unthinkable things happen. I remember na may sinabi si Ate Eydee na hindi happy ending ang story nito. I'm scared. Anong mangyayari kay Shiloah?
Shiloah. Shiloah. Shiloah.
Ate, first Tripp and now si Shiloah naman. Thank you kasi binigay mo sila samin. You've created someone to inspire us. Thank you. But I'm also here to beg na sana, sana, sana gawin nyong masaya si Shiloah. Nagba- baka sakali lang ako ate. If this will going to be like another Tripp, I think I'll be scarred for life. But that's an occupational hazzard of a reader. I guess we'll have to take it all in when the time comes.
I'm scared Ate. But your story is really something that it turns us all to be a masochist. Thank you for all of this Ate. Thank you for Shiloah, Imi and Parker. ☺️
Pag dumating na yung end nito, tingnan na lang natin kung buhay pa ko. Hahahaha.
