High School dropout

Don't tell me you love me

I woke up going downstairs getting Zoë some breakfast. I put my phone on my speaker putting on longview. I grabbed milk and froot loops pouring it in a bowl. "Hey Gabby." My Dad walked out in his pajamas kissing my cheek getting some cereal. "Is it okay that I have Zoë over?" I said looking at him grabbing a spoon. "Duh she's family." Dad said hugging me. "Okay. I'm just asking." I said going upstairs. I woke up giving Zoë her breakfast seeing she was awake. "Thanks so much dude." She said smiling. "You're welcome love." I said kissing her cheek going downstairs again. I pulled out a poptart putting it in a microwave. I went on my phone going on my feed. I saw a text from a group chat i was in with Alex and Ash.
Ash: what happened to Rachel?
Alex: idk
Ash: she completely forgot about his now that shes with that John guy.
Alex: true. I miss her.
Ash: same. John's changed her.
Alex: i wish she was mine.
Ash: you're the one that cheated on her its your fault dude you were the one that had a girl behind you naked when she walked in crying
Alex: ik back when i was young and stupid. She's so beautiful though.
Ash: she truly is. I still love her even after 4 years.
Alex: ugh i miss her
Ash: Same ;-;
I looked at the earlier texts. I typed in sending them back a text
Hey guys...
My phone immediately became wild fire of spams.
Ash: HEY
Alex: HEY GABBY
Oh dear god. I turned my phone off getting out my poptart putting the group chat on mute. I walked upstairs jumping on my bed. Zoë was watching montage of heck whilst finishing up the last of her cereal. I watched it with her being silent still eating my pop tart. I picked up our trash putting the bowl and spoon in the dishwasher and my wrapper in the trash. I ran back upstairs as we finished watching the last of momtage of heck. "What should we do?" Zoë asked me. "We should go to a party tonight y'know escape the city and shit and go to south beach." I said moving my feet. "But today.." Zoë said looking seriously. "Oh we can go to the mall." I said walking into the bathroom changing into a flannel, a black tank top, and black skinny jeans. I brushed my teeth and then brushed my hair walking out of the bathroom. Zoë wore a flannel with a red bandana. "Lets go!" I said as we walked downstairs going in Zoë's red car. We blasted the entire dookie album of green day. We got out of the car walking into the mall. I walked into the food court seeing John seeing him with his friends. "Oh that's weird he didn't tell me he was
here." I said looking at Zoë as we sat down. I saw him talk to a blonde cheerleader bimbo. They got closer kissing. "What if it's not John." I said to Zoë in complete denial. "Hey John!" Some guy said high fiving him. I felt my heart ache slowly. He pulled the cheerleaders head even more making out with her. I felt my heart ache even more as i ran out of there i couldn't help tears come out as memories flashed in my head. Sparks in my body slowly sparked fire and anger. I walked into the bathroom being followed by Zoë. "Why did it have to be him?" I said burying my head in my knees tears fell from my eyes leaving putting my hands in my hair. "He fucking told me a lie: that he loved me..