High School dropout

"drugs"

I walked out of the room tears streaming down my face. What a fucking idiot Gabby. You let your two best friends see your scars and now everyone knows. You should've never let them see. You should've never took that ride from them. I busted into the bathroom looking under the stalls seeing if there were anybody else in here. Nope. I opened my bookbag looking for my pills, luckily i had the whole bottle this time, i opened the bottle pouring 4 into my hands taking out my water bottle i took the pills smiling how i was overdosing. Nope that's not enough to take from the pain. I pured 8 more in my hands and guzzled them down. I started smiling putting the pill bottle and my water bottle back in my bookbag. I walked back in there looking at Mia. "I hope your happy. I overdosed." I said smiling happily how i was about to die. "What?!?! Gabby why would you do that!!!!" I started to black out falling to the ground. I woke up in a hospital bed seeing Mia, Asher, and Alex with tears in their eyes. "Guys.. What happened?" I said drowsy. They looked back up at me. Mia hugging my sides relieved. "What happened?" I said more confused. "You overdosed and blacked out. You've been in a coma for 3 weeks. "Oh my gosh.. Did you guys tell even more people?" I said mad. "Yeah. John freaked out; he's been here a couple of times checking up on you." I looked at my arms, they weren't covered, shit. He saw those too. I looked at my phone i saw a lot of texts and twitter mentions
Mia: hey ik you're still in your coma but i miss you, it's been rlly hard without you , I'm sorry i made you feel bad.
Asher: Gabby; I'm sorry we told your secret to everybody; we should of kept it. It's me and Alex's fault your in the hospital rn
Alex: I miss you, Gabby. I miss your smartass attitude, your beautiful smile, and i miss you so fucking much god it kills me without you.
I smiled looking at the texts, i actually mattered to people.
Btw I'm rlly sorry for always updating late at night , I'm sorry but i have to say one thing, I've been listening to MCR and P!ATD while writing this.