Outcast

Hey my name is Amy I can't speak,well I used to but for some reason i stopped. Or so that's what my foster parents tell me. I was a happy kid as far as I can remember but that's not much I was attacked by someone or something and lived. When they founded me they took me to the ER,and to the Dr and my parents surprise I was fine the only thing on me was a cut not even deep enough for stitches. But ever since that day I have not spoken a word. Even on that day i didn't scream. Most of what I remember was from the attack and bits of my childhood, and

my new life of course. I go to school like everyone else, the only difference was that i got into a lot of fights. Ya i bet your thinking wtf but it's not my fault the kids at my school stated it. Good thing I am moving I hope that it will be different but things never change. I woke up that morning like any other my mom yelling at me and my brother to get up. I got up and took a shower. Once done i got dress and went down stairs I signed my mom " good morning mom" and grabbed a red bull and my car keys then went to school. Once there I parked my car in a open spot. I got out and a jock and his " "boys" walked up to me and said " hey your new here so you don't know that's my spot so you need to move your car." I smiled at him then flipped him off and walked away. They followed me and he spoke again " hey new girl didn't u hear me move your car your in my spot." I turned around and pulled a piece of paper and handed it to him it said " no it was your spot it's mine now I was here first so go and find a new spot k." He was pissed off, when you can't speak your learn to read body language. He wanted to hit me, he tried to hit me. I moved out of the way and grabbed his hand and pushed it back at him. He tried again and again but he kepted missing. All the while i was writing him a note, when I was done i slapped him and pushed him to the floor and walked away. The note read " hey get over your self and trying to hit a girl is a new low for you. An if you try and mess with me again u will get more then a slap and a bruised ego OK. Yours never Amy Lee Potter." I walked to class like nothing happened. But someone had a video of the fight and it got around fast. Great first day in this school and I am already in trouble. I went down to the office and wait to be called on. The boy that i got into a fight with was sitting there with a smirk. Oh I had a half a mind to slap that smirk off his pretty boy face. But the principal did that for me. She said " what the hell came over you to try and hit someone a girl no less. Get out Brody we will talk about this when we get home." Wow thats his mom oh this is so worth getting in trouble for. I sat there wait for my turn. She turned around and turned from a bitch right out of hell into a sweet heart I swear I gotta cavity just looking at her. We walked into her office and I sat down. She was talking to me but all the crap she was saying i have already heard so i was writing her a not explaining what happen but she thought i was doing otherwise. She called my name for the 2nd time and i handed her the note. When she was done she said " hello Amy I am so sorry about my son he should have never tryed to hit you. But you young lady should not be threatening someone's life." That set me off i wrote to her " it was not a treat it was a promise, I am sorry for any troble but if he comes at me again we are going to have a problem ok." With that I walked out of school. I went to my car and tryed to start it but it wouldn't start. I checked under the hood and someone took the battery out. I was trying to stay calm so I.walked out of view of the people that where out side. The only place i could go was into the woods and thats where I went. God I would have screamed if i could. But I can't so I started to hit the tree closest to me till I heard a cracking sound. I looked at my hand and i was fine not even a scratch, then I looked at the tree and there in the tree was my fist imprinted in it. I don't know what happen to me but i blacked out. When I can to it was dark and my clothes were shredded. I tryed to get up but my body screamed in protest. So I laid back down for a couple minutes. Then I tryed again my body still ache but not as much as before so I got up. I had been so mad that i forgot I had a backup battery in the trunk. I started to walk back to school. When I made it my car was gone fuck my life. So I started walking home, about an hour and a half later i was home ha I've been here for a week and I already know where I am going I'm proud of myself. I got to my front door and remember my keys were in my car. Fuck it I started to bang on the door to the lights came on. My little brother opened the door and his face looks like he just saw a ghost. He yelled to our parents "mooooom daaaaad get down here right now Amy..... Amy's home!" My mom and dad where down stairs in a matter of seconds god they act like they haven't seen me in a years. They all huged me and bursted into tears. When they let go i signed " I know I am a little late and my clothes a little messed up but what's wrong with you guys, why are you acting like you haven't seen me in years." My younger brother Billy spoke " Amy you have been missing for a month we have been worryed sick. We thought that someone kidnapped you or worse. Where have you been?." I was still in shock my body just went autopilot and I sined " I don't remember and I don't care I'm home now" and with that I walked up stairs to my room. They tryed to talk to me but I kept walking. I got to my room locked the door and got into the shower. When I.steped out I got dress and went to bed. The next morning everything is back to normal or so I thought. I woke in a tree not my bed. The tree was to far from my when does to jump to it so how did I get up here it's taller then my house. Then I heard my mom call for me my brother. And as if by instinct I jumped into my room. I walked back over to the window thinking how the hell did I get back in here it must have been a dream. A very strange dream. I took a shower and got dressed. As I was walking out of the bath room I I noticed my eyes were different color, they went from an icy blue to a violet purple. And in a flash my baby blues were back. Most people would have been freak but not me. For that brief second I felt like the real me not just someone passing through life. But just as fast I'm back to the old me. I lokked at myself one more time for anything different, but no everything is still the same. I walked down stairs and signed " morning mom and where are my keys?" She looked up at me and smiled god it feels like it was just yesterday that I saw her smile,bit this smile was different cause it looked forced and not the way it used to be. " Mom are you ok, you look upset?" She wiped her eyes and said " no I'm fine it's just i missed see you come down those stairs. I thought you where never coming home......" She started to cry again. I ran to her and just held her in my arms. When she stoped crying I signed " I am so sorry I cause do so much pain mom but I can say with all my heart that I will not go anywhere if I can help it ok. I am home now." And with that.my brother and dad come down. My brother handed me my keys and said " please don't get lost again I would miss you to much." Then he huged me they all did. After 10 minutes of that I got up and went to school. When I got to school I parked and got out of my car and went to class. As i was walking everyone was staring at me I hated it, but I have been missing a mouth so I tryed to deal with it but that didn't make me hate.it any less. I got to my first class and sat in the back of the room, that way of they stare at me during class they will get into trouble. I did that for every class and it worked till lunch came around. There was no one to stop the staring. I was starting to get pissed. So I walked out. Into the woods we go. For some reason I felt safe and calm in the woods. I just sat out there. on my way back to the school I saw the tree I woke up next to. And there it was my fist in printed in the tree. I I touched it and I had a flash. I saw me, I changed into something not me I was gone. I looked into her/my eyes. They weren't mine they were like the flash this morning, not icy blue but violet purple. She/me saw things differently everything more. Thats all i can describes it as just more. She/me ran and hunted in these woods. The thing about her/me is that it wasn't me I was gone I only felt that it was me. In the middle of a run she/me stopped and looked right at me and asked me " what are you doing come and run be free again, we can run and be free of this world of those people." " No I can't what about my family I will miss them and they will miss me." She/me smiled and turned back into me the me i know. She walked over to me and said " I know that they will, we will to bit if your not ready to leave then we will stay. But please don't shout me out anymore let me be free too." She touched my neck where my cut was and it started to burn. But it didn't hurt it made me feel good. She smiled at me and said " touch me hold me and we will become one the way we should have been long ago." I huged her and we became 1. I woke up and none of my clothes here ripped this time so I'm hoping it was the same day but now I know more I see things like she does. I get my phone out and look at my eyes and yep they were violet. I breathed deep and looked at my phone again my icy blue eyes were back.