My brother is confusing (Ziam)

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Liam's POV:

I thought he was different. I thought he wouldn't do this again. It was all a lie. I lie that I saw coming. A lie that was Zayn Malik's life! I have to share a house with him, a room with him, a mum and dad with him! I just hate him! He was my everything. I thought he could change but he doesn't! He just keeps slipping away from me faster than a water fall. I knew he was just gonna slip away. I knew it from the start. But I know how I felt when I touched him, when I looked at him, when our lips touched. I felt him. I felt save. I felt his heart not this fake ass bad boy! When I looked at him I saw the real Zayn. The one who talks to people, the one who doesn't shut anyone out. The one with a heart. I loved him and his good side. I hate it when his bad side takes over. I wish I can control it but I can't. He wasn't just my brother to me, I was in love with him, he was my life, my everything. I thought he felt the same. He called me his boyfriend but in reality I'm just a doll. I was a doll to him, he just wanted his ex to get jealous. It was our story. No one could stop us. We were gonna tell our parents but he changed. People think their love life is hard, well they're wrong. I love my freaking brother! I wish I knew how to fix him but I don't.. This isn't really who he is. It's killing me, I just wanna know if it's killing him! How did we end up this way? What did I do wrong? I thought we were fine! But we weren't. I guess. I'm scared to see the ending of us.. Maybe just nothing.. Why is he acting like this is nothing?! I would tell him I miss but him but I don't know how.. It's just too confusing. Maybe this is the best. He's with him and I'm just me.. Nothing else. Just brothers. Why can't he be on side?! I rather love than fight.. But in his mind I guess there's no us. Just him. Maybe this is the end. "Liam, please.. That was nothing!" We're going down..