Drunk - rydon/ryden fic

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Brendon POV~

"Great job, that was awesome! Do you guys want to do something tonight? We need to celebrate this!" 

Ryan squeals excitedly. having just finished a great show in London and knowing the drinking limits are lower in the UK, Ryan obviously has a good idea of what he wants to do on one of our free nights. I'm ecstatic about the good show too, but also totally worn out. But Ryan looks so happy I just can't say no. He looks so adorable when he smil- No. shut up Brendon, he doesn't feel the same, just forget it.

"Yeah, I'm up for a drink?"
I smile, and the others agree.
"Okay great! where should we go? I think there is a place down the street..." 

Ryan starts suggesting ideas and I nod along, following everyone out of the tour bus. I just watch Ryan talk, watch his honey brown eyes light up when he talks about how great the crowd were and what songs we did particularly well on. I watch his soft lips form into a smile when Spence says something funny, and watch his calloused fingers comb through his hair. I begin to smile, without any particular reason. It's just Ryan. he's just so pretty and-
My thoughts halt.
He's my best friend. he is my band mate.
nothing more.

I shake myself out of the trance Ryan had somehow put me in, and walk into the bar that the guys had chosen. I find a booth and sit in the middle next to Ryan and spencer, while Jon gets the drinks. When he comes back. I find that he had ordered shots, and not beer, what I thought we were having. Shots are my weakness, i'm such a lightweight. 1 makes me lightheaded, 2 gets me making bad decisions, 3 and I start slurring my words, 4 I wouldn't remember a thing the next day. Jon had ordered 10 shots, so we could all have at least 2. I made a mental note not to have anymore than 1, because I had a bad feeling that I would end up regretting it.
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