A Part of Me -Sequel to Empty

•seven

"Your the first person I want to see in the morning and the last person I want to see at night."

•maya

Since I got back from rehab I've been working on writing more music for my next album. The best way to make sure that I stay sober is by keeping myself busy so that is what I have been doing. From the time that I wake until the time that I go to bed I work on my music.

Recently I've been writing a song that is about being almost lovers and some parts reminded me of what Lucas and I could have had.

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Whenever I was done finishing up my song I decided to just hang out and not really do anything. Riley and Farkle weren't back from shopping for baby clothes so I was all alone.

Before I went into rehab being alone would have scared me, but things have really changed since I first got into rehab. I'm a better person now and being alone is something that I look forward to.

My phone interupped my train of thoughts.

"Hello?" I picked up the phone.

"Hey it's Josh."

"Josh hey what's up?"

"Nothing I am just finishing packing up the rest of my stuff. Why didn't you tell me I had some much useless crap around my house? I have to make like seven trips to the dumpster just so that I can get everything moved out of here by tomorrow."

With everything going on around here I totally forgot that Josh was leaving tomorrow and that I was the one taking him to the airport.

"Oh my god I forgot that you were leaving tomorrow!" I shouted.

"You are taking me to the airport, right?" Josh asked.

"Yeah. Sorry I've been so busy writing my new song and it just slipped my mind."

"It's cool. I know that you have had a lot on your plate right now and taking me to the airport isn't at the top of your list."

"I will be there tomorrow, don't worry."

"Alright I'll see you tomorrow."

"Bye."

"Bye."

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Riley and Farkle came back an hour after I got off the phone with Josh. I played the song for them and they both loved it. Farkle made Riley go back to their apartment, because she was getting tired. It is kinda sweet how protective Farkle is of Kian and Riley. If Riley ever has a girl I can only image how overprotective Farkle will be of her.

My phone started ringing again and I thought it was Josh until Riley's face popped up on my screen.

"Hey Riley you do know that I am right next door?"

"Farkle won't let me get up and come over to talk to you."

"What do you need to talk to me about?"

"So guess whose Twitter I was just stalking?"

"Riley you stalk like everyone on Twitter. How am I supposed to narrow it down?"

"I was stalking Lucas."

Why does that not surprise me?

"Shocker. How is that any different than what you have been doing since he started dating Daisy?"

"Now, now, now we don't know for sure if they are still dating."

"Riley I'm over him you don't have to stalk him. I'm over him, okay so stop stalking his profile."

"You might want to look at what Lucas retweeted before you say anything else."

And then she hung up on me.

I didn't have anything to lose so I went to twitter anyway. I went to Lucas' profile and read what he had just retweeted.

@LucasFriar: Maybe we'll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.

Lucas can't be dating Daisy anymore. Does he wants to get back together with me?

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Sorry that I didn't update when I promised I would. I give you all permission to yell at me.

Also I love the song Almost Lovers you guys should check it out.