A Part of Me -Sequel to Empty

•three

"You have to get lost before you can find yourself."

•maya

"So are you sure you'll be okay in the guys old apartment?" Riley asked.

I nodded, "Yeah. I'm fine with staying here."

Farkle moved into the apartment that Riley and I shared while I was staying in rehab. They moved stuff around in Riley's room and turned my room into a nursery for Kian. Of course they made sure that I was okay with it before they did all of this stuff.

"Farkle moved all of your stuff into Lucas' old room, but if that's to much for you Farkle's old room is still open."

"No,no,no I'm perfectly fine with staying in this room. You guys already set up the room and it will be nice to sleep in a familiar room."

"Are you sure, because I won't mind waking Farkle up to move all this stuff around?"

"Riley I promise you it's absolutely fine. Things have changed and I don't mind living in here from now on. You and Farkle are started a family now so you guys need to be together. Besides I have a radio show tomorrow and I can't stay up all night moving around the furniture."

Riley walked over to the bed and sat down as slowly as she could.

"Sorry. Sometimes I just need to sit down. It's hard walking around with the extra weight."

"It's fine. I'm really excited to meet Kian," I said.

Even though Kian wouldn't technically be family I would still count him as a part of my family.

Riley smiled, "The days are getting closer. I'm due a week before Christmas."

"He's going to be the best Christmas present ever."

Riley asked, "So has Josh told you about Lucas?"

"Yeah. Josh said that he's been dating Daisy. He said since they were filming the movie up there she must have meet him somewhere."

"And how do you feel about it?"

"I mean it's obviously upsetting knowing he's dating someone else, but he's happy with her so that's all that matters."

I always thought that Lucas and I would get married and have kids together. Some nights we talked about what our life would be like once he finished college.

We made up our life plan one night and things were going to be amazing.

Riley looked over towards the window and bit down on her lip. She did his whenever she had something on her mind.

I asked, "What's wrong?"

"Whenever Lucas and Daisy started dating they announced it on Twitter and they posted pictures together all the time. Recently they haven't been photographed together and they don't post any pictures together anymore. I don't think that Lucas is dating Daisy anymore."

"Maybe they just don't want to post pictures with each other anymore."

"They don't even tweet each other and Farkle found out that Lucas isn't following Daisy one Twitter anymore."

"If Farkle is so curious to find out if Lucas is still dating Daisy why doesn't he just call him?"

"I don't know. I haven't talked to him since before you guys broke up and Farkle hasn't talked to him either. He probably would answer the phone if I called," Riley sighed.

"Riley it's okay. You and Lucas don't have to try and call him just so you can figure out his relationship status," I reassured her, "Maybe it is for the best if I don't talk to Lucas right now. Things have been going so well these last couple of months and I wouldn't want to mess that up. And I'm not trying to say that we will never see each other again, I just think we need space for a little while."

Things between Lucas and I were never going to be the same, but I have no idea what that implies for the future. I have no clue if I'll ever see him again.

"Okay. I'm going to let you go to bed."

"I'll see you in the morning."

"Bye."

"Night."

This was the first time that I was staying in an apartment alone in my life. Riley and I had always stayed in the same apartment since we moved out here. Sure she spent nights at Farkle's, but she was always back the next day. Things are diffidently changing.

-

I got into the shower a couple minutes after Riley left, but not before I got on Twitter. I let people know that I was going on the radio show tomorrow and let them know that I was home.

@MayaHart: Here's to new beginnings #raiseyourapplejuice

I started scrolling through my Twitter until I saw a tweet that caught my eye. Lucas tweeted something.

@LucasFriar: Cheers

Was that tweet meant for me?

-

So I wanted to have edits of these tweets but the app I used stopped working. If it decides to start working again then I will upload them.

That's why I haven't updated in forever. Sorry about that.