"Blake.." I remained closing my eyes and continued caressing his naked stomach with my hands. "Baby.." he whispered again, but it didn't budge me at all. "You won't leave yet?"
I shook my head and moved myself even closer to him as if not letting the air pass between us.
"Mamaya pa 'yun." I said huskily and roamed my hand up to his chest this time.
My eyes automatically opened when I felt his nipple on my hand. I couldn't help but chuckle when he groaned.
It's actually hilarious to think that he reacts this way whenever my hands meet his skin.
"You said you'll leave before eight. It's almost eight, baby." I looked up to meet his eyes before I moved when the pillow behind me started to feel uncomfortable.
I took it and throw it somewhere before settling myself in his arms again. We are currently in his living room, cuddling comfortably in the middle of silence.
"Mamaya pa 'yun!" I said stubbornly and glared at him, which earned a laugh from him. "Why do you want me to leave so bad? May dadating?" I added suspiciously, which is why he stopped laughing.
"Who?" he said confusedly.
"Aba, ewan ko!" tumihaya ako at babangon na sana sa kanya ngunit hinawakan niya ang bewang ko at niyakap ako nang mahigpit.
"Who's going to come to my unit at this hour? hmm?" he asked softly and kissed my cheek a few times.
"Perhaps your girlfriend?" I asked with an innocent tone, trying to tease him but he stopped moving and faced me.
"Girlfriend?" I don't know if he sounded offended or what but he scoffed sarcastically and squeezed my leg. "I just had my boyfriend last night and you're accusing me of having a girlfriend? hmm?"
"I'm kidding!" I said because his hand was suddenly inside my shirt. "My shirt will get wrinkled!" I heard his chuckles and I was about to look at him but he started kissing me aggressively.
Fuck.
I can't believe I am in this man's place, kissing and cuddling with him because apparently I am his boyfriend. And he is my boyfriend.
If I tell the Blake three months ago that he just said yes to the man who he despise for calling him stupid, he would surely laugh his ass out.
"I was just joking. I'm sorry." I said weakly when we parted.
While I was all weak, he, on the other hand, took my hand and wrapped my arm around him.
"Can you stop talking about that woman? I don't want to hear anything about her anymore." he said firmly while caressing my hair with his fingers.
I nodded my head and closed my eyes, still weak from his kisses.
"Whenever you mention her and that party, I also get hurt because I remembered the way you looked at us that night, and I regret it so much." his statement made me open my eyes. I swallowed hard when I remember how painful it was to watch him with that woman that I almost cried out at the parking lot. "I thought that didn't affect you at all because I thought you never really cared, but when I confirmed that you also feel for me, God knows how much I wanted to punch myself for showing up there with a woman, for leaving you at the parking lot instead of talking to you to make things up."
The feeling I felt that night came back when an image of them leaving me in that dark place crossed my mind.
"I was a coward, thinking that you would reject me again if I try explaining myself to you, but where did my cowardice lead us? It resulted to me hurting you."
