Opposite | g.d

Chapter 7

Four months later

Grayson's POV:
It's been about four months since Alessandra was jumped, she's doing better and we've been hanging out a lot more and were kinda best friends.

Alessandra's POV:
I was doing better and I haven't seen Andrew (my ex) since that one night.
I was going over to Grayson's apartment to hang out for a while before I had to go to work. We hadn't really talked about the night we kissed. I viewed him as a friend, a best friend, but maybe there was more than that.

Grayson's POV:
She was one of the most beautiful girls I had ever seen. I couldn't help but stare at her. She was wearing a burgundy t-shirt with some dark blue ripped jeans and her hair was in a messy bun with a black bandana rapped around her head with black and white low top converse. I never even knew she had plugs.

This was the first time I've seen her with her hair up and I couldn't help but stare at her she was so beautiful even though she had glasses covering her eyes. The shirt was tight so I could see her breasts, they were huge, guess I got a little excited.

When she walked towards me I couldn't help but look at her lips, they looked like Kylie Jenner's except hers were real.
"I never knew you had plugs" we both laughed a little
"I got some tattoos too"
"I've known you for what, four months now? There is just so much I don't know about you Montoya." I smiled at her and she smiled back.

"There's a lot I don't know about you too Dolan"
We both smiled.
"Can I see them?"
"Sure." She had this really pretty flower tattoo on her left shoulder that spread to her upper mid back. And she had a dog paw on her right ear. (reference to max lol)

"Why did you get the flower tattoo, like is there any meaning? I said as I got closer to her face.
"N-no there's no meaning, no importance to it, I just like it a lot, it's beautiful." I knew she was hinting that she was talking about me.
Next thing I know I'm on top of her kissing her lips with extreme passion. I go from her mouth down to her neck slowly, kissing her breasts, slowly making my way down to her crotch.
"Grayson" she moaned.
"You like that huh?" I said as I took off her pants following her rose red panties.

Alessandra's POV:
I wanted this. I wanted him. I wanted all of him so bad. I tugged on his shirt signaling to take it off. Our lips met with such intensity and his body pressing up against mine.

Suddenly I couldn't breathe. Gasping for him to stop, which I guess he thought I was saying it in a way for it to be sexy
"Shhh I know you like it Montoya." As he grunted
I started to panic flailing my arms and pushing him off of me.
"What's wrong? I thought you wanted me too."

I looked at him and held his face with my shaky hands.
"I do, God I do Dolan I swear, but I just can't.
"Are you a virgin, because if you are I can be more gentle, whatever you want I will do." He said as he ran his hand through my hair leaning into kiss me.
I quickly jerked back " no Grayson I am not a virgin." I said as I covered myself with a blanket.
"You usually only call me by my first name when you're mad" he lightly giggled.

"That's because I am mad Grayson" I said as I put both of my hands on my head.
"I'm mad because I can't have sex without having a panic attack." I said as I tried to hide my voice breaking.
"Why I thought you said you've done this before." He said with concern in his eyes.

"I didn't give my virginity away by choice." I tried to hold back tears but they just came out and I couldn't stop.
"Wait, were you raped Alessandra?"
I looked at him and i saw his eyes start to get all glassy.
I slowly nodded yes, putting my hands onto my head.

It was silent for a minute.
He hugged me and I felt his tears hit my shoulder.
"I'm so sorry Alessandra."
We sat there for an hour, no talking , nothing, just us, a comfortable silence . Me and him. He held me, his hand around my shoulder and my face in his chest.

We looked at each other and I could tell he wanted to know more . I just didn't know if I could. I sat up with my back facing the end of the couch hand rest.

He gave me a hoodie of his, it smelled like him, which honestly made this kind of harder.
"It was two years ago, when I was still with Andrew-"
He interrupted and said "that guy that jumped you four months ago?"
I nodded.

"He asked me to come over because his mom went to Las Vegas. I thought we were just gonna hang out." My voice started to break again.
"I went over to his house and he was the same old nice Andrew, polite, kind, everything I loved about him.

He led me to his room because he had something he wanted to show me. He closed the door right behind me. He pinned me against the wall, he started to kiss my neck and touch my boobs. I tried to push him off telling him that I wasn't ready, he got so angry. I never saw this side of him.

He grabbed me aggressively and threw me onto the bed he pinned me and he started to rip off me clothes, I tried to scream for help b-but nobody ever came-"
Grayson grabbed my hand.
I was full on crying now
"I've never told anyone any of this."

"You haven't gone to the police?? His ass should be in jail!" He said angrily.
"Grayson please don't yell I can't handle anything else, this is enough, telling someone my deepest secret."
"Did he use a condom." I could tell he was getting angry.

I quickly looked up and stared at him.
"Grayson-"
"Did he use a condom."
I just stared at him for a minute.
"I had a miscarriage at 12 weeks."
He got up pacing back and forth breathing heavily with his hands over his mouth.

He looked at me with tears in his eyes. He came up to me and hugged me.
"I promise you that will never happen to you again. I am so sorry that this had to happen to you."
I started to ball now.
The rest of the day we hung out watching movies and eating ice cream. I was really lucky to have someone like him in my life, and there was no way I was letting him go.