2024: diary of a girl in her 20s

05.21 Lockshire Beach

I've been with my mom and Lucky in Lockshire Beach's apartment since friday. it is tuesday now.

saint drove me to lucentum cause he had to go see his dad, and mom picked me up and here i am. i've been studying, reading and going to the beach every day since.

sonny and i inevitably went back to contact again. if so we talk even more now than before. saint said i shouldn't treat my anxiety towards him as if we were romantically involved and simply try to be natural about how i feel and i guess that is right. i guess it's hard. the flirty jokes are back, not just texting, we are getting more comfortable around those kind of jokes in person. i'll try not to overthink it, we're just friends. simple, end of story.

good night now, i have to study in the morning.