Hide And Seek

Feelings To The Heart

"Let's Go Guys I Got Money On The
Line Here"Devyn Yelled Two Seats Down From The Bleachers Watching The Football Game"Come On Mason"
Devyn Said Cheering For Her Brother
I Was In The Middle Of Andrew And Her.

Shawn Glanced At Me Every Now
And Then Sitting Next To Andrew
Since We Really Haven't Been Talking And I Couldn't Figure Out Why I
Avoided Him Half The Time

"Half Time"The Man Through The Speaker Yelled I Passed By Andrew Telling Him I Was Going To The Bathroom I Needed To Just Relax
A Little More Even Though I Used Twice During First And Fifth Period
I Still Didn't Feel High.

I Went To The Bathroom Stall And Laid Out Some Weed Onto My Roll For My Cigarette I Paused My Movements When I Heard The Door"Marcus We Need To Talk"I Heard Shawn Coming
I Put It Back In My Mint Container Inside My Pocket Coming Out The
Stall Taking My Headphones Out

"I'm Right Here"I Said And Heard
His Footsteps Coming Over To The Other Side Of The Big Bathroom
"You Feeling Okay ?,You Been
Using The Bathroom Alot"Shawn
Said Stepping More Up Front To
Me"Yeah...Just Wanted To Get
Away From The Sounds"I Said
And He Held My Face.

"Marcus....Are You On Something?"
He Asked I Moved Away Laughing Telling Him What Was He Talking About No One Knew About The Drugs Just Liam And Diego Shawn And Andrew Didn't Know Who They
Were Since I Got High With Him
When I Needed Too Alone

"Your More Pale Today And You
Been Quite More Than Usual"Shawn Said While I Washed My Hands Wetting My Face Drying It Off With
My Shirt"Just Under The Weather I'm Okay"I Said And He Turned Me Around.

"You Been Shutting Down On Us,Are You Sure Everything Is Okay ?"He Asked Again And I Couldn't Help But
To Stay Quite Not Knowing What To Say Or How To Lie And Say I'm Fine
When I'm Literally Losing My Mind
I Felt Shawn Pull Me Closer To Him Hugging Me Gently

"Whatever It Is That's Bothering You,You Can Come And Talk To
Me About Anything"Shawn Said
I Put My Hands Around Him Feeling Much Better When He Held Me"You Guys Are The Best I Don't Deserve You Guys"I Said Putting My Chin On His Shoulder Hearing The Crowd Outside.

"You Still Living With That Guy?"He Asked"Yeah,I Have Too Into Andy Can Get It Fixed"I Said And Felt Him Pat My Back"I Wanna Tell You Guys I Really Do But It's Just Hard To Explain"I Said Feeling My Voice Come
Out Small Looking Back At Him

"I Know And That's Okay,Me And Andrew Understand If You Need Us Your Welcome At My House Anytime You Have My Key"Shawn Said I Smiled Small And He Took My Hand So We Can Go Back And Watch The Game.

He Said Me Avoiding Him And Stuff Can Wait And Talk When Were Ready I Walked Up The Bleachers With Shawn Next To Me Sititng Back Down This Time He Was Next To Me Taking My Hair Tie Pulling His Hair Back

"You Gonna Feel Better For Devyns
Game The Day After ?"Shawn Said
Taking My Headphones Out Speaking
In My Ear My Breath Hitched When
I Felt His Hot Breath Against My
Ear"I'll...Be There"I Said And Put
My Headphones Back On And He Smiled My Stomach Felt Weird
Again.