Hide And Seek

Twisted Truth

I Woke Up At Six O'clock In The Morning Feeling A Hand Around Me Thinking It Was Andy For A Split Second Into I Felt Those Hands That Made Me Wanna Throw Up"How You Feeling ?"A Deep Sleepy Voice Said From Behind Me .

I Tried To Move Away From Him He Just Held Me Tighter"I'm Not Letting You Go Into You Talk To Me"He Said
I Avoided Looking At Him Looking
At Anything Else In His House"Let Me Go"I Said And He Did I Went To Bathroom Changing For School Just Wanting To Get The Hell Out Of Here

I Hurrily Put My Shoes On Getting My Sweater Coming Out The Bathroom Getting My Bag"Your Not Going To School Today"Lucas Said"You Don't Tell Me What To Do"I Walked Over
To The Kitchen Putting My Backpack On Checking My Blood Pressure First"Low"The Thing Said.

"Marcus Your Not Going To School After Last Night"Lucas Said"For Someone Who Got Out Of Prison
You Seem To Be Living Well"I Spat
At Him Taking My Medicine First
And Drunk Some Water From My Bag

"Stop With The Attitude I'm
Trying Here".

"Don't I Was Doing Fine Before
You Showed Up And Ruined My
Life Again"

"Marcus I Just Want Us To Be A Family
"He Said Instead Of Crying I Laughed
"You Took That From Me I Swear If I'm
Here Another Second With You I'm Going To Jump Off A Cliff"I'm Pretty Sure When I Said That I Wasn't Lying But Might Of Also Been The Meds Talking .

"Don't Say That,Look At Me"He Came Around I Backed Away He Held My
Face Making Me Look At Him"Don't Threaten To Hurt Yourself Again"
Lucas Said I Didn't Say Anything
And Smacked His Hand Away

"This Is Home"He Said"No It's Not
It's Hell"I Can Tell He Was Getting
Frustrated And I Didn't Care But
For Some Reason He Was Very
Calm I Guess It's The Crazy Ones
That Are Calm .

"It's Your House Too Marcus You
Haven't Even Touched The Stuff
I Got You"Lucas Said"I'm Heading
To School"Before I Can Move He
Took My Hand And Handed Me A Apple"I'll Be Picking You Up So We
Can Go Out To Eat "He Said And
Spoke Again

"You'll Faint If You Go On With School With Low Blood Pressure"I Didn't Say Anything And Open The Door Walking To School I Had Time So I Went To The Cemetery Throwing The Apple Away
Not Wanting To Look At The Color
Red"Hi...Mom Hi Dad"I Just Broke
Down Sitting On The Grass"He's Back
My Mind Just Keeps Playing That
Night Over.....And Over I Ca-n't Get
T-he Yelling T-o St-op".

Everything Was So Exhausting And Tiring All Of This Was Draining Me
"I'll Die If I'm With Him For Another Day I'm Trying Really Hard Not To Snap Again"I Said Choking On My
Own Tears Looking At Their Grave Stones

"Son"I Turned My Head When I
Heard Andy I Got Up And Ran To
Him He Knew I Was Going To Be Here I Wanted Him To Come And Save Me And He Did"I Can't Do This I Can't"
I Was Trying So Hard I Couldn't
Control My Hands From Shaking
Around Him .