Hide And Seek

Abuse

"You Okay?,You Been Quite These
Days"Shawn Said Getting Me Out
Of My Thoughts I Told Him I Was Thinking"You Barely Touched Your Food At Lunch,Are You Sick ?"Andrew Asked Worried.

"No No,I'm Okay Just Tired"I Assured Them I Was Okay Shawn Didn't Believe Me And Gave Me A Few Candy Bars
I Think He Saw How Much I Was
Craving Sugar Again My Whole
Body Was Aching Right Now I
Was Mostly In My Head All Day
At School

"I'm Gonna Use The Bathroom Before The Bell Rings"I Said And Took My Bag Walking Down The Bleachers Going
To The Bathroom"Baby Come"Darius Said Seeing He Got Out Of Practice
Taking My Hand Gripping It Tight
No One Was In The Bathroom So
He Locked It And Showed Me
His Phone.

"Tell Me This Isn't Real?"Darius Said
I Look At The Photos Of Lucas Holding My Hand And Hugging Me Then There Was One With A Different Angle Him Without A Shirt Saying Goodbye To Me Giving A Kiss To Me On The Cheek It Looked Like We We're Kissing Which We're Not"It's Not"I Said And Told Him Why Was There Pictures Taken Of Me Wherever I Went

I Knew I Was Paranoid That Someone Was Watching Me But I Didn't Think It Would Actually Be Real That Someone Was"Don't Lie To Me Like You Did Yesterday You We're With Him And
You Lied To My Face"Darius Said I Took A Step Back Getting Anxious
To Him Raising His Voice"Nothing Happened"I Said And We Started Yelling At Each Other.

"Is This Payback Your Screwing Him?"
He Yelled I Felt My Back Against
The Wall His Hand Held My Throat
Gripping It Abit The Look In His Eyes Made Me Paralyzed I Couldn't Even Move"Darius...I Swear I'm Not"I Whispered Small Feeling The Air
Get Cut Off I Held His Hand Trying
To Stop Him From Putting More Pressure On My Throat

Then His Eyes Soften Quick He Let
Go Of Me I Fell On The Floor Coughing Holding My Throat Trying To Get Myself To Breathe"I'm Sorry I'm
So-rr-y I Did-n't Mea-n Too"Darius
Said Bending Down On The Floor Cupping My Face.

He Cried Apologizing Repeatly I Tried To Get My Breathing Steady Wheezing Rubbing My Throat"I'm Sorry Baby I Didn't Mean To Do It Again"He Said
In A Shaky Breath"It....It's Okay"He
Helped Me Up Creasing My Face Apologizing Again And Again The
Bell Went Off I Got Tense To The
Sound

"I'm Okay You Didn't Mean Too"I
Told Him To Calm Down Holding His Hand"I Won't Do It Again I Swear"
He Whispered And Kissed My Lips
"It's Okay I Know You Didn't Mean Too Hurt Me"I Creased The Back Of His Neck Seeing It Relaxed Him"I'm Sorry Baby Please Forgive Me"He Begged I Forgave Him Telling Him I Was Okay.

"You Need To Go"I Said He Needed To Leave And I'll See Him Tomorrow Not Wanting People To Start Gossip He Left I Locked The Door Looking At
My Neck Seeing It Getting Bruised
And Red I Quickly Looked Away
Covering My Neck Putting My
Sweater On Taking A Deep
Breath Out

I Walked Out To The Gate Walking Back To Lucas's House I Kepted
Smoking Out My Vape Pen Feeling
My Throat Hurt When I Puffed The Smoked In Puffing It Out Feeling
Better Putting It Away I Fiddle With My Hair Tie Feeling My Chest Have That Feeling Again When He First Put His Hand On Me Even When He Didn't Mean Too.