Hide And Seek

Bipolar Love

"I'm Heading Out"I Made Sure
To Get My Other Bag With All My Money Trying To Figure Out A Way How To Get It Into My Safe Boxes I Heard Lucas Coming I Left The Phone He Gave Me Under The Pillow Putting
My Bag Strap Over My Shoulder.

"Do You Want To Go Out For Dinner ?"
He Asked I Nod To Him And Was About To Pass By Him Into He Held My Hand My Body Got Tense To Him Touching Me Again"Have A Good Day At School"He Said And Put His Hand Up I Flinched Abit Thinking He Was
Gonna Hit Me Instead He Patted
My Hair Abit

"I Love You Be Safe"He Opened
The Front Door For Me And I Just Walked Out Walking To The Boxing
Gym To Blow Some Steam Off It
Was A Nice Walk To Just Be Alone
And Breathe I Took My Phone And Answered All The Messages I
Had I Went To The Locker Room
Putting My Bag Inside I Was There
For An Hour Taking All My
Frustration Out On The Sand
Bag.

"Marcus"Someone Said From
Behind Me"Yeah ?"I Took My Gloves Off Wiping The Sweat Off My Face"
You Plan On Entering The Match
Like That ?You Look Pissed Off"
Diego Said"Just Edgey Today"I Said And Saw I Been Here Two Hours
And It Was Still Early I Had A Lot
Of Time Left

"You Should Really Enter The Matches Your Really Good"Diego Said"I'll Think About It I Still Haven't Decided"He Nodded And Left I Went To My Locker
Getting My Stuff Out Changing In The Bathrooms Just Wiping All The Sweat Off Me Washing My Face.

I Told Andy I Was Stuck Inside With Lucas I Couldn't Tell Him I Wasn't At The House I Didn't Want Him To Worry"Hey Do Me A Favor And
Don't Tell Andy I Was Here I Told
Him I'll Take A Break From Boxing"
My Coach Didn't Say Anything But Understood

I Went To My Safe Boxes And Stashed The Box I Had With My Money And Some Bags Of Molly And Stuff There Into I Can Go Home And Come Back For All My Stuff .

I Had Time Before I Needed To See Darius So I Went To The Coffee Shop And Had A Meal Going On My Phone
I Sat There Trying To Think Of The Words I'm Going To Say To Darius
And Let Our Conversation End
Calmly I Paid The Bill Leaving A
Fifty Dollar Tip To The Waiter She
Was Nice I Told Darius I Was
Coming To The Park And Wait
For Me

The Whole Walk There I Just Vaped Out Of My Vape Pen Trying To Relax My Nerves I Saw Darius There Sitting On The Bench Shaking His Leg He Looked Over To Me And Sat Up Straight Holding My Hand"Hi Baby
I Missed You"Darius Said I Sat Down Putting My Bag Next To Me"Did You Come Back From The Gym?"He Asked
I Told Him I Just Went To Blow Some Time.

"Let Me Talk And Then You"I Said
And Turned To Him Looking Down Seeing And Feeling Him Sweeze My Hand Pulling Me Closer To Him
"Darius I Love You But I Think
It's Better If We Just End It For
Good"His Hand Lifted My Chin
Up Breathing Heavily Small

"I Really Am Sorry For Everything
Just Please Give Me A Chance To
Fix This I Needs You I Can't Breathe Straight Without You"He Said Putting
His Head On My Shoulder Hugging
Me Pulling Me As Close As Possible
To Him"Darius How Would You
Feel If I Was Seeing Someone While
I Was Still Dating You,How Do You
Think It Makes Me Feel ?".

"I Would Of Reacted To How You
Are Now"He Said And Held Me
Tighter"So You Need To Understand How I Feel And Felt When I Found
Out"I Patted His Back Telling Him
This Was For The Best Even When
All This Was Hurting Me So Bad