Hide And Seek

Nellie

"You Barley Touched Your Food You Okay ?"Lucas Said During Breakfast
At The Restaurant"Yeah...Meds"I Said
And Ate A Piece Of My Pancakes"It Doesn't Have Eggs I Already Made Sure"Lucas Said And Ordered Me Another Frappe.

"I Know"I Said Trying To Eat As Much As I Could Today Was A Day My Meds Wanting To Mess With My Appetite I Was Trying To Think Of A Way Of
Sneaking Out Of The House

"Lucas"I Said Putting My Plate To
The Side Not Being Able To Finish The
Whole Thing"Yeah?"He Said"Go Ahead I Know You Have Questions To Ask"I Said And Took A Sip Of My Frappe Looking Out The Window.

"When Did You Get A Pacemaker ?"
He Asked I Can Tell He Was Looking
At Me I Didn't Have To See To Know
"The Year I Turned Thirteen"I Said
And Kepted Drinking My Frappe Already Feeling Relax

"How Come You Didn't Tell Me ?"
He Said Worried.

"I Didn't See It Was
Important"

"It Is Important".

"You Don't Need To Know
My Whole Medical History"

"Yes I Do"He Said And I Heard Him Take A Breath Out"Why Did You
Get One ?"I Looked At Him To His Stupid Question Since He Is The Reason I Have A Pacemaker In
The First Place .

"In Foster Care My Heart Was Beating Too Slow To Painfully The Doctors
Said It Was A Temporary Thing I Wouldn't Need To Worry Then I
Had A Heart Attack "I Said And Looked Back Out The Window

"Have You Had Heart Issues
This Whole Time ?".

"Not All The Time Sometimes
My Pacemaker Just Acts Up
Wires Or Some Shit"

"Language"Lucas Said"Sorry"I Said And Asked For Another Frappe"When Did You Start Taking Meds ?"He
Asked"After What Happened"I Said And Fiddle With Mom's Ring"How
Did You Manage To Get Their
Wedding Rings?"He Said.

"I'm Surprised It Took You
Long To Remember"

"I Realized After I Went To
Get Your Chain".

"Dad Had Them Transfered To Me It's-"I Stopped Talking Not Knowing Why I Was About To Tell Him It Was The Only Thing I Could Look At Without Crying Now

"It's What?"He Asked.

"Nothing,Is That All ?"I Said And Dokodta Came With My Frappe I Thanked Her Drinking It

"How Long Were You A
Foster Kid ?".

"Half A Year Andy Stayed In
Touch Then Adopted Me"

"Were You Abused In Foster Care?"
My Body Just Got Tense When He Said
That Remembering All The Times I Was Beaten Or Starved"No,I Just Don't Like People Touching Me"I Said And Tried To Keep Myself For Thinking
Of The Past In Foster Care.

"I'm Heading Out Later"

"Where ?"He Said .

"To Be Alone For A Few Hours"I Told Him Not To Follow Me Either I Wanted My Space Surprisedly He Didn't Fight With Me He Just Told Me To Be Back Before Dinner That's All I Needed I Was About To Pay For My Food Into Lucas Told Me Not To Take My
Money Out