And that was when I knew I lost my favorite person:
my best friend
my boyfriend
the boy I thought I'd be with forever
the boy I thought I'd marry someday
crying for hours and hours
my heart wrung out
thoughts that would devour
my stomach in knots
his eyes were blue as the ocean
but now they are just dull and grey
his words were filled with devotion
now they're too bitter to taste
my joy that he had brought
only to be torn away
now he's only a thought
and the giver of my pain
we weren't destined to be
our story meant to end
only temporarily would we be happy
for this is our fate
not quite like the movies
for this feels so real
it is him that I am losing
and I cannot take this pain anymore
my love
my dear
my star
my light
you have shown me how to love
but not how to stop
you taught me how to see
even when I was blind
you showed me true love
that not even I can describe with words
but now it's over
it's all over
so very over
I wish to die
--jj
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Poems
PoetryAs you have read from the title, this'll be a bunch of my own poems! There is a lot of triggers so read at ur own risk lmao. Some are based off of how I feel and what has happened to me and some are simply made up.
