A boy told me he loved me
But I'm afraid to love him back
When my heart only has room for my best friend
But I cannot tell him that
Now I'm together with this boy
And I'm scared out of my mind
I'm really unsure of what to do
I just want to fucking die
I can barely breathe
I'm so fucking scared
I don't know if I really love him
Being with him isn't fair
But chasing after a gay man
Has gotten me absolutely nowhere
But getting together with a straight man
He will always be there
oh my fucking god someone kill me.
I'm so dumb
so so dumb
oh my god
i should be in hell
i'm so sorry
so very sorry
if only I wasn't drunk.
he isn't the one I love.
--jj
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Poems
PoetryAs you have read from the title, this'll be a bunch of my own poems! There is a lot of triggers so read at ur own risk lmao. Some are based off of how I feel and what has happened to me and some are simply made up.
