Everything is coming back
I see him when I close my eyes
When he touched me I didn't know how to react
He kept going while I screamed no and cried
At school he'd whisper in my ear
The dirtiest little things
It made me want to disappear
The fear his words would bring
No was never an answer to him
He always did what he wanted
So he'd feel my body, limb by limb
Even though I didn't want it
I'd kick and scream and put up a fight
But I was far too weak
The more I fought the more he'd try
So I was a 10 year old in defeat
It took me three years to finally speak up
About the awful days
And I still wonder if it was enough
Because it still haunts me to this day
--jj
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Poems
PoetryAs you have read from the title, this'll be a bunch of my own poems! There is a lot of triggers so read at ur own risk lmao. Some are based off of how I feel and what has happened to me and some are simply made up.
