(guys I swear I have nothing against you all and Tsukasa. trust.)
extra note afer writing this::
the second half isn't even tsukasa x reader anymore it's just trauma 💀
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I grunted and squinted at the blinding sunlight that was showing through my curtains.
The first day of the warm, dazzling summer is here, how nostalgic it is. I made my bed, opened my curtains and got off my bed in the process.
Until now, I still can't move on.
I stood there, lost in thought.
A good, amazing leader should be able to move on and cope, unlike me, who still can't move on from how they left me.
I should still be a little happy even if I were to never see them again. I sure am a little glad.
Glad that we met each other on the first day of the humid summer.
That scintillating sunshine which was far brighter than a star couldn't even beat how much they shone in my eyes, as well as how much they had meant to me.
Why?
That one time where I tripped over a small pebble. It was embarrassing, but they would always help me whenever I fell over tiny stones like those.
It's been so many years, but I still deeply miss the way they would always try to make me feel better.
My first childhood friend, they would take care of me, have fun with me and so much more.
I wanted to cry and shout, but again and still, I can't.
I couldn't even mutter a goodbye to them when they left.
