ACCIDENTAL MARRIAGE (NO PROOF READ)

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As soon as Renuka welcomed them Sanyukta took blessings from her and Randhir hugged harsh... "Beta zara kamre me aana mujhe tumse kuch zaroori baat karni hai" Harsh whispered in Randhir's ear... to it Randhir nodded. within this honeymoon days Randhir completely forgot about what his dad have asked him before going to honeymoon n so he thought it to a be a casual or a business talk with him.. meanwhile Renuka instructed driver to keep their luggage inside.. Sanyukta too took a leave to their room to get freshen up.. Randhir joined Sanyukta midway and both headed to their room just like a couple... after a while both took warm showers (separately :P) and while going to sleep Randhir remembered that his dad have called him for a talk... he informed Sanyukta about it and went to Harsh's room.. Sanyukta anticipated him to come back after a while so she chose to wait for him till then as she was now getting used to his presence while sleeping and might be hoping for another steamy encounter she blushed and arranged a bed for them... how typical she was behaving.. she thought and again blushed... here in Harsh's room... "Dad.. anything serious??" Randhir asked while entering.. "Are aa gaye tum.. ye batao safar kaisa tha?? jyada tiredness toh nahi??" Harsh asked him... "Nahi dad.. it was well in fact awesome... aur pata hai Anu bhi mili thi vaha..!" Randhir said casually.. Harsh cringed at the easiness of Randhir while talking about his honeymoon with Sanyukta and then meeting there at the same time.. he decided to asked directly... Meanwhile Sanyukta waiting impatiently for Randhir finally got up and decided to call him... she took steps towards Harsh's room and was about to call him when she heard of what they were talking.. "Randhir.. tum itne casual kaise ho sakte ho Anu ko vaha milkar? aur tumhe kis vajah se vaha bheja tha vo hua ki nahi??" Randhir dint get a clue of what his dad meant .. "Kya vahaj??" "Hey bhagwan.. tumne Sanyukta se apne divorce ke baare me baat ki ya nahi? mene kaha tha use vahi bata do tumhare aur Ananya ke future ke baare me??" Harsh was loud enough and Randhir couldn't believe what his dad just said.. "But dad.. what about Sanyukta??" "What about you and Ananya?? tum dono ek dusre se pyar nahi karte kya ab?" Harsh asked in rage.. Sanyukta heard it all and tears started flowing through her eyes.. standing there further n listening some more heart wrenching talk was not possible for her at that moment.. she somehow managed to walk back to her room and sat on the bed with a thud.. she slapped herself mentally a hundred times for her changed behaviour.. how could she even think of something which wasn't going to happen at all?? how could she expect that her life was a normal one which never it was.. how can she even think that Randhir married her truly and will accept her as his better half?? how can she even think that their marriage was something more that just a compromise?? her newly found feelings shattered into ashes and she hide herself keeping her head on her legs and kept crying.. ** Randhir was definitely angry over the way his father was handling his life.. "Dad.. Its my life and I will do whatever I want..!" he cleared out finally.. "Par tum toh.." "Dad.. the girl that I've loved ever is Sanyukta and I won't destroy her life by making her a divorcee.!!" he snapped and walked out of Harsh's room while closing the door hard... he was frustrated.. he was angry.. he was feeling disgusted at the mere thought of divorcing Sanyukta and Marrying Ananya.. little did he know that he was playing around with feelings of two girls... but wait it wasn't on purpose.. he never confessed a thing to Anu and he dint wanted to her her either.. but what wasn't ready to listen was his heart... the harder he tried to stay away from Sanyukta the more he fell for her everytime... he went upstairs and walked inside the terrace where he inhaled fresh air and his heart rest a bit... he want in a big confusion and he needed to find out a solution... He was clear with the fact that the only girl he ever loved was Sanyukta since the time they weren't even together.. he couldn't forget her ... and About Anu he needed to tell her in the most careful and mild way that he can't risk their lives by forcing himself to fall for her... the another confusion was.. whether Sanyukta to felt the same way he did for her?? if yes then.. should he just wait for her to confess or to set her free from this so called.. "Accidental Marriage".... he kept thinking until his eyes gave up and he fell asleep on the floor itself.. ! Sanyukta on the other hand.. wiped her tears which were not stopping for a reason... and she felt more hurt with each passing second.. thought Randhir wasn't yet in room and that was strange... even being so sad, she wiped the tears and got up and again walked upto the place where she heard the talk sometime before.. she peeked inside through a small hole n realised that the lights were off... that meant Randhir wasn't there.. coz whatever may happen he never slept anywhere else than his room.. that was when she thought of Terrace coz its the place Randhir is often found when he is frustrated... she somehow went up and on the terrace she saw him sleeping on the floor.. shivering in the cold and uncomfortably moving in sleep.. her heart ached badly seeing him in that position.. she forgot all the things around and going upto him she shook him a lil.. he stirred but dint got up.. she shook him again.. he was in sleep so a sleepy him caught her hand and took it in his embrace.. while Sanyu lost her balance and fell on him.. his sleep finally broke and he saw her almost on him with her eyes puffy n yet wide on shock... " ab kya tum mere upar sone aayi ho??" he spoke in sleepy n chucking tone.. she wasn't in a mood to answer..she kept quite.. the position they were in was too distracting for him to focus on what he said.. he ignored all other thoughts and pulled her closer... she was hurt and angry but somewhere deep inside her heart.. she wanted this.. she wanted him to took away the pain and assure her that he is with her.. her puffy eyes closed automatically to their proximity and he cupped her neck and placed his lips on her for a soft yet passionate kiss... as soon as he sucked her lips.. teardrops formed in her closed eyes... she realised how much she want him in her life every now and then... her hands touch the cloth on he chest and she started responding slowly... Randhir by the time realised that there was something wrong with her... coz every time they kissed... she was dominating but today she was slower than usual... he travelled his hand from her neck to her back and rubbed it gently as if consoling her for something... the moment he rubbed her back.. she broke down like a small kid and started sobbing within the kiss.. Randhir slowly broke the kiss and looked at her.. she was crying.. shit.. what on the earth made her cry.. his heart panicked.. but before anything he wiped her tears and she got up from her embrace.. he too got up and without waiting for her response, he picked her up in his arms and carried her to their room... within their way towarda the room he heard her sobbing more loudly n his heart ached even more.. just entering in the room, he gently placed her on their bed n closed the door and returned back to her.. she wiped her tears and hung her head low.. "Sanyu, what happened? tum ro kyu rahi ho?" she wanted to hug him tightly and grip him until its assured that he is hers only,, but that moment wasn't right. she can't force herself on him after all.. so instead of hugging him she looked at him with teary eyes and getting straight to the point she asked.. "So our honeymoon was a way of telling me that we getting divorced??" Randhir, who was looking at her felt a sudden pain on hearing her question,, shit she knew about it,, how? he never discussed anything related to divorce with her ever.. then how could she know about it.. but the question was she knew it and he had to explain it to her.. in details.. "What.. ? who told you?" he acted well in order to refuse it but the blunder was caused already.. "Randhir sach sach batao .. Agar mujhse divorce hi lena tha toh shaadi kyu ki..? Rehne dete mujhe apne haal pe.. I'd have survived anyway but now if you're willing to divorce me.. don't you think you are the most selfish bestie in this world? I mean how can you just marry me and then just because you love someone else.. you will divorce me?? Are you really a stone-hearted?" she said.. almost sobbing again.. her words acted as knife in his heart..he just wanted to scream, to shout and to tell her that he loves her unconditionally ... no matter what others might think.. but he knew that he loves only her.. and not Anu... he sighed sadly and took her in his embrace though she tried her level best to jerk him off, he pulled her closed and kept his finger on her lips.. "Shhh!!! ek aur word nahi. Do you really think I'm that shameless ki me tumse shaadi karke fir divorce de dunga?? YOu really don't me then..!" he was about to speak further when she slide his finger aside and questioned again... "Anu also told me, you told her that after some days we are getting divorced? Randhir kya me itna tang karti hu tumhe? aur kya tum sachme Ananya se itna pyar karte ho?" the insecurity was on high peak and one wrong word from Randhir would destroy everything.. Randhir realized how much messed up his life was.. he should have cleared it to Ananya as well that he dint cared for anyone rather than Sanyukta but now everything was messed up and he couldn't help it.. should he just tell her the truth? he wondered.. but what if she doesn't love him? what if she is just willing to be with him and not love him? what if someday Parth appeares and she may forget Randhir and move on with PArth?? what if... questions like such were going on in his mind and he feared of confessing his feelings to her.. that time he just couldn't express anything coz even if he confesses his feelings to her she won't believe it and then he had to first tell this to Ananya as well... Arghh... bloody messed up life he had..!!!! he took a deep breath and looked at her and decided to confess the 'Half truth'.. "Sanyukta, the thing is I married to you because dad wanted me to do it... of course I was hell angry when I realised that marrying you meant I have to forget Anu and move on.. I always considered this marriage as a compromise but in paris when I couldn't find you, my heart panicked and sank at the mere thought of loosing you.. may be because I care for you still and in fact yes I still care for you as a best friend and I know that you too.. Dad thinks that this marriage is a burden for me as it was because of him and so wants me to take a divorce from you and then marry Anu.." she cut him in the middle again and asked.. ""Randhir please don't stretch this so long.. tell me the thing that you want.. it will be easy for me to prepare my mind and heart if your choice is Divorce.." the hurt in her eyes was clear.. he regretted his each deed that caused her reach this state.. "Sanyu, I don't know what should I do.. I always thought this marriage would be a burden for you too... I don't want to force anything on cause I know you still love parth.. so its upto you .. if you accept this Accidental Marriage as your fate then I am no one to destroy your life by making you a divorcee.!!!"as soon as he completed his sentence.. Sanyu threw herself on him and cried long time until she felt her heart at rest and then looked at him and said.. "Randhir, if you are my fate then I'm ready to accept it.. ! I know I can never get a soulmate as like you! but I even know that you can not love me ever.. I know you love Anu and I don't want to come between you two..!! one word and I will be vanished from your life forver..!! Say it now. do you love Ananya??" hell!!!!! the last thing Randhir wished sanyukta should ask was this.. what he should do now.. she was waiting for his answer and may be it was high time too... "I don't know" was his answer more to her frustration... "What?? what do you mean by you don't know?? you said you love her and what happened now??" she asked totally numb over his answer... "Is it needed to make the choice right now?" he asked making puppy face to which she couldn't help but smile.. "I think we should give this a chance..:" she said and hugged him again..!! Basically what they needed was a confirmation from each other that yes they need each others and that was the only thing they wanted each other to tell first.!!