The Chase

Destruction

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Jax's POV:

I can't believe I did that. The one thing i swore  I'd never do, is hurt a woman. Well physically of course. I know I've broke a lot of hearts or destroyed them mentally. But never, I've never hit a woman. I was so angry and blinded by rage that I hurt her. The only woman I've ever... no I don't care for her, this is just the guilt talking. I pace around my room lost in my own thoughts I don't even hear Cam enter my room. "Hey man, is everything alright?" I watch as Cam looks around my room and of course everything is destroyed. "Ahh girl troubles. Can't say I've been there big guy. But she'll come around." He smiles over at me. But that's the furthest from the truth after today she'll never come around.

"I'm done with her. Forget the plan. I want nothing to do with her. I will drop university and go somewhere else." I say walking away from Cam.

"You can't do that. You only have this year and next year left. If you switch now it'll mess up your credits. It'll push off you taking over. Jax what the fuck is going on."I run my fingers through my hair. I know I look a mess but I don't care. "Jax, man do you love this chick?" This chick? How dare he call her just some chick. Before I can think I've grabbed Cam by his neck and have his pushed against the wall.

"This chick? She's not just some chick." I roar. I'm guessing my voice traveled down stairs causing the guys to run upstairs. They begin to pull me off Cam. Hurt flashes through Cam's eyes. We've gotten into fights before but nothing like this.

"Jax what the fuck. You know I didn't mean it like that. You know I care for Kat. I would never disrespect her like that." Cam backs away from me. "What happened that has you this fucking pissed off?"

I shake the guys off of me, "Get off me before I blow your fucking heads off." All of them let go of me and leave my room. It's just me and Cam left. "I hurt her." I whisper. I'm ashamed of myself. How did I let my anger get away from me to the point where I would hurt her.

"Jax, man I know she is hurting by what you said but you can fix it." Cam goes to continue but I cut him off.

"No Cam. I hurt her, like I physically hurt her." Just saying it out loud makes me want to fucking lose control. Before I can continue Cam punches me in the face. I can feel the blood pouring from my lip. But instead of doing anything I let him keep going. Before I know it I'm just laying on the ground and Cam is sitting up against the wall with his head in his hands.

"How could you?" Cam gasp. "Jax you swore you'd never do that. I can't even fucking look at you."

"I know. Trust me I fucking know." I sighed. "She's at the hospital. I took her there and left. I don't deserve to even look at her." Cam gets up and leaves the room. I know where is going and I don't blame him because every fiber of my being wants to be there too. But I won't go, I won't talk to her, I'll let her have the life she deserves without me around.

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Kat's POV:

I wake up in the hospital. I look around and see nurses around me. "Good afternoon Ms. Brooks. How are you feeling?"

I go to move and feel the sharp pain in my side. "Fine just a little pain in my ribs."

"We did a quick x-ray and a few are broken. But luckily no surgery they should heal on their own. But you have to take it careful. Do you remember what happened?" I think of what happened at the dorms but even tho Jax hurt me I don't want him to get in trouble. I don't think he attentionally meant to hurt me but it kinda just happened. It's no excuse by any means. I shake my head. "Well get some rest and try to remember. You have a few friends here if you'd like them to come up." I smile and nod.