love syndrome (Nan & Mac ) fanfiction

chapter 25 finding hope

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"Cough! cough!😷

flinched"

Nan take out his di*k hearing Mac's coughing.

"Ahhh...scream " Mac cried out in pain .

"What happened, Did it hurt when I take it out ."

"No reply from the person . But he slowly started to get up , sighing feeling exhausted , while his heart is burning like a hell still he preferring to stay clam infront of the person who made this situation.

He stepped out from the bathtub , grabbing a towel , about to go outside from the bathroom but a sudden dizziness covering his head for a moment that he had to grabbed bathroom door to support himself , but Nan also come quickly towards him to support him . Despite Nan grabbed his hand intention to help him but Mac feeling his touch , a outrage come out inside of him causing Nan to get a hard pushed on his chest by Mac's elbow .

"Ouch , why are you hitting me , I am just trying to help ." Nan said with normal tone while looking at Mac .

"Achoo..
But Mac rubbing his nose by index finger not replying anything , step out from the bathroom wiping his body by towel after that he tossed it away aside , then he grabbed his sleep suit from wearable to wear .

So Nan also did not said anything , A awakrand silence filled between them .

Nan also putting pant back on walked out from the room leaving Mac alone .
In Mac's pov ...

"I have been trying to be clam as I ever can but how longer can i control it if only Nan leave me alone i won't have to try so hard to suppressed my outrage inside ,if that's continue I am going to die in frustrating . my tears started flow from both side of his eye's while thinking about this" Ugg i would have never thought my life would going to keep a turn like this that someone else going to control every little thing of my life and i could not even do anything about that & I'm ashamed of myself being such a coward about not able to stand up for my self or persons who are closest to me . I don't even have gut to ask help from others lowering my dignity.now I know how it's feels to be suffocating enough which can be compared to drowing myself into cold water . "

Mac let out a growled cause of tiredness in his body .

At first I thought this everything would end once Nan lost interest so I am okay that time but it's getting out of control now, it's not only affecting me but i dragged my dear friend into my mess this time . It's all my fault ,all of this would not have happened if I would not been so arrogant , childish back then . I felt embrassed thinking about the moment when I used to chase after a person who is not even care about the effort I put for him but instate he gladly choose to be Day's loyal dog who torture him . If I can turn back the time i would never have hurt Meen for Itt . I am sorry for everything truly god can't I get a second chance to be happy "

Mac pov end ...

Cough ! Cough ! ...
Cough! Cough! ..

Oh God , can I really catch a break for some time , physically mentally emotionally how much I have to get hurt i am tired of being so patient thinking bad days would not last long but when will my good peaceful days will I get back again will I ever can !"

Mac muttered being frustrated

Mac tears started to flow from both side of his eye's again.
Then let out a sigh he wipe his tears and get up slowly with his tired body to find some medicine 💊 for his cold .