Is it too early to Move on? - 2

CHAPTER NINE

"You say, you can see future." I was waited for her to scold me but she didn't so I continued. "Did you see my future too?"

Her hands stopped massaging my head for a moment decided whether she should answer or not.

She continued massaging my head. "Yes and it is not in my hands to see. And yes, I saw a happy Ara in the end."

She answered my unsaid question.

I smiled when she said that. So I will be happy in the future.

"But you will face many obstacles along the way. The road is not easy Ara but do not get lost in the way."

Okay.

"You will there with me so I don't have any problem with that. I can face anything when you are with me." I said happily because it was true. I can face anything difficulties when she is with me. But her silence made me ask her another question. "Don't tell me you will not be there."

Her silence answered my question. I quickly turned her around and dread filled my bones. "Don't tell me you will be d..."

"Stop right there Ara. I won't be dead." And relief washed over me.

"Then why..."

"Some things you must be handle yourself." That made me shut up.

Yes, we have to fight our own battle and I get that really but still wanted her with me when I am weak and miserable.

If not her then who is going to boost my ego?

"Do not stress out your little brain my child. Your grandmother is still alive and will be there with you when you need me."

After next day I was in the middle of my thoughts until she said something that made me pause.

"We are leaving."

I raised my brows at her. Where are we leaving?

"Pack your bag and get ready."

"But where we are going grandma?"

She sighed. "It's not safe anymore here."

I furrowed my brows when she didn't answer my question. She must have seen my expression because further she said. "To the north."

"Is it really necessary to go there grandma?" We were packing our necessities which includes clothes and all other things not that I have very much for that matter.

Grandma was hellbent on going somewhere far away because as per her I should go where I meant to be and not here close to Irvin's pack.

And honestly I do really want to go somewhere far bu...

"Are you ready Ara?" I sighed for the umpteenth time as she was ignoring all my questions after questions like she did now. And believe me, it frustrates me to my core.

I took a deep breath and turned around where she was. "Yes grandma."

She nodded her at me when she saw my bag in my hand. "Let's go then. We have a long journey ahead of us" And just like that she was walking towards the door.

I took a last look at the cabin which has been my saviour. The cabin where I spent my days trying to heal.

I can't even want to feel anything. I just can't and honestly I don't want to. It's far better if I shut down my feelings. And I am not looking forward to the future too. If it's in my hands, I would stay alone but grandma wouldn't let me. She has other plans in her mind saying it's not my time. Whatever that means.