My Soulmate is an Elf!

Chapter 5: Regrets

===Sky's POV===

'Wait... What the fuck?'

I looked at my hands and they were transparent. I looked to the left and there I saw my body, lying on the ground in a pool of blood, lifeless. I looked at it, and could not believe that I died.

'wait... Is that mine? No... no... shit...'

I approached my dead body then I began crying again.

"Shit... I died, huh? I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die a virgin. I don't wanna die single. I don't wanna die... This is the worst moment! I have a lot of things that I wanna do in life!..." I sat down there beside my dead body, having a moment of silence while endless tears started to roll down from my cheeks. I began to sit down, curling myself while crying like a child whose mother left him.

After letting it all out, I looked at my dead body again.

"I... I must be dreaming. Wake up Sky. You're having a nightmare. Wake the hell up!" I said as I slapped and pinched myself, trying to wake myself up but it was no use. I am dead...

I decided to accept my fate. I stand up and I continue to wander around our town lifeless. I don't care about anyone anymore. I don't care about anybody. They don't care about me, either.

I sit on the bench in the park.

"Haha... Shit. I forgot to clean my home. My hidden letters. I hope they read them. I made a lot. It looks like a diary at the moment."

After a long moment of silence, I suddenly remembered my computer and my phone.

"Oh, fuck. My games... My progress. Those fantasy RPG games that I used to play... Ah. It looks like I'm not going to continue it."

I went silent again until I remembered another thing. "My novels as well... I've almost finished reading that elf x human love story! Ah... It looks like I don't know what will happen to them. Ugh! Author! Why do you take so long just to write a chapter!"

I laughed as I remembered how obsessed I was with elves.

"Huh. I am obsessed with elves. Haha... What if my soulmate is an elf?" I got quiet before giggling about how dumb my question was.

"Ahahaha... That's impossible. Elves aren't real. You can't be with them."

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I suddenly remembered the most important thing that I had forgotten.

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"Shit. My search history. I forgot to clean it every week! Shit... They'll see my elf 'research' and fetishes! Crap... Crap... Crap... They'll get creeped out towards me right now. Ugh! Eek!"

"The codes that I saved... I still remember some! Uhm... 351168... 347363... What the heck?! why do I still remember some?!" I got embarrassed while thinking about it!

(A/N: Don't. Those are just random numbers, okay?)

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The sun begins to rise. I looked at the sun as my first day as a soul began to start.

"oh yeah, my dad. I should go to them."

I went to their office, then at the right moment I headed there, an officemate told him the news about my death, but he was too focused on his work. He seems not to care about it at all!