Secrets

Chapter four:

Elle's POV

The morning after me and Nialls date I felt horrible. My head hurt and my stomach felt weird. I went into my kitchen and got so head ache medicine and got some cereal. I sat down and ate my cereal. After I finished I got ready for work. When I got to the cafe I saw Sophie and my mom there. Jessica had the day off. I went to the back and got my attire and went to the front to flip the sign to open. I went to the cash register and waited. When customers filed in and ordered I waited for Niall. No Niall the whole day. He don't always come in but when he does its nice to see him. I finished my shift and my dad came in to take over.
'Hey pumpkin! How was your date?' He said hugging me. I didn't want him to worry so I told him it was alright. He nodded and I left. I made my way home for a nap. After a three hour nap I got up to make some late lunch. When I finished my sandwich I got a call from Niall.
'Hey, how's it going Niall?' I asked.
'Good, um Elle I need to tell you something. It's not good.' He sounded sad and I didn't know what to expect.
'What?' I asked nervously.
'OK, well umm, I'm going on tour for a year and if there's anything romantic going on it needs to pause for a while.' He said. I sat there shocked he would do this to me. He knew about the tour but never told me.
'DON'T EVER CALL ME AGAIN!' I screamed through the phone. I heard him start to say something but I hung up. With tears in my eyes I layer on my couch and cryed. I just sat there like a helpless person. A few minutes layer he texted me and said he was sorry.
I'm sorry Elle I just got the notice now.

No, you didn't you knew you just had to go out with me before you left. And to think I was in love with you.

I'm sorry. Please don't be upset. I still have a week left here.

Okay so why should I care?

Elle please don't shut me out.

Sorry I don't want to text anymore. Bye.

Elle please

Elle?

I turned my phone off and turned on the tv. I must've fallen asleep because I woke up the next morning hurting and the tv was off. I got up to go to the kitchen but I had the sudden urge to throw up. I ran to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet. Again and again I was puking and wouldn't stop. When it did I picked up my phone and made a doctor appointment. My head wasn't burning but I was throwing up. I was going in tomorrow at 10 am. I went to the living room not hungry anymore and forgot all about work. I sat there for what seemed like years. I heard a knock and thought it was Sophie. I opened it and saw Niall. He looked happy but anxious. I shut the door and ran into my room and cryed.

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Nialls POV

She shut the door in my face and ran away. I opened it and walked in shutting it behind me. I walked into her room and called her name. She looked up and sat there looking at me with no emotion except sadness. My heart broke at the sight of this. She was upset that I was leaving and I wasn't gonna leave her like this. I called and called yesterday and when she never answered I came over but no answer. It was late and I was tired so I left and came back the next day. Now here I am, crushing my dream girls heart.
'Elle I'm so sorry. I never thought it would be this early. I thought it'd be around nobember. Not june. I hope this can still work. I want you to know I love you.' She looked up and stared at me. I leaned in and kissed her, again. She hugged me and told me she loved me too.
'I love you too Niall but this is never gonna work. You being on tour for a year and all. I don't want to get crushed even more if you find another girl.' She got up 'Can you please leave.' I got up and walked twards the door and left. She would never know how much I loved her and would never find a girl like her again. I knew she would never change her mind so I left her alone.