IF THIS GETS OUT

DARK SECRET. (Maxx)

At the end of school, I saw Damien with one of his jock friends. He was smoking and Damien didn't seem to be enjoying it. 

Some blonde girl came up to Damien and kissed him, he surprisingly kissed her back. I was mad pissed so I decided to just leave.

I don't understand why I like Damien so much. Man. I mean. He is mad kind sweet, helpful, and caring. About me anyway. But after everything. Why would he do that to me? I have no right to be mad, we are not even dating.

I turned and came back.

"I saw you leave earlier. Without me." He said.

"Why would you do that?" I asked unpleased.

"Do what?" He asks.

"FUCKING KISS ANOTHER WOMAN AFTER WHAT WE DID?" I asked.

"What?" He asked.

"I saw it, so don't try playing games." I pushed him.

"I loved you. I FUCKING LOVED YOU." I yelled.

"I KNOW YOU LOVED ME. SO SHUT THE FUCK UP." He covered his mouth.

"I am so sorry." He tried hugging me.

I pushed him away and ran off.

I ran till I got to my house, I saw him from a distance following me. I ran faster, as fast as I could. I lost him eventually.

"Mom?" I asked.

"Hunny?" She called from her room.

"Hey, mom." I smiled running upstairs.

"How are you love?" She hugged me.

"Good, I had an accident," I said, blood coming from my nose.

"Oh, hunny." She sympathized with me.

"I am fine." I smiled, hiding my tears.

"Okay, hunny, please. Go rest up." She offered.

"Okay, mum."

I spent the next several weeks in my room, before finally feeling half good enough to leave and go to school.

As I was walking I heard footsteps behind me. One punch to the face and I was on the floor.

"RYKER?" I screamed.

"Shut the fuck up." He smiled punching me rapidly.

I just lay there letting him hurt me. If I die it isn't like anyone would care.

"Shut up," I said pushing him off me before running to school.

I ran faster every chance I could, I made it to school where I saw Damien looking at the situation. I ran thru the gates hoping over shit before swinging around and punching Ryker who flew sideways.

'YOU BROKE MY NOSE AGAIN." He screamed.

"GOOD YOU FUCKING DESERVE IT." I punched his face once again.

Damien stared at me, his eyes wide before he walked up to me.

"Leave me alone." I walked away.

I walked until I reached the boy's locker room. I fell to the floor and burst into tears. I missed Damien. But I knew it wouldn't work out because of that bitch.

Damien walked in to see me on the floor having a mental breakdown.

"Hey." He said smiling.

"Fuck you," I replied.

"Hey. You know she's just a friend, right?" He smiles.

"What? Kissing isn't part of a fucking friendship." I sat up.

"I know. But we have been friends for 9 years." He replied.

"Oh."

Damien came and rested his head on my shoulder before looking up at me.

I quickly looked away.

"What do you want? I dislike you." I said pushing him off me, grabbing my gym shorts, and pulling my pants down the put them on.

"Oh? I didn't know that. you're a pretty tough guy." He reassured me.

"Okay. Do I care?" I asked.

"Should. That just means you can rock me hard." He smiled getting up.

"Oh shut up," I said realistically.

"You wanna fuck me, then kiss another girl? And then somehow expect me to still LIKE YOU?" I asked.

"Yea, I guess so. I mean. It wasn't real. I use my kisses for you. I make those real." He replied.

"You're so full of yourself," I said.

I pinned him to the wall, angrily and looked mad pissed into his eyes.

"If you wanna be like that. So be it." I said.

"I cried for weeks. I have no more tears left for you. Kiss whoever. I don't care." I said.

"Fine, I will kiss whoever I want then." He said as he kissed me.

"You." He continued.

"You fucking bitch." I kissed him rapidly.

"You know you are acting weird." He says.

"Says you? I know you are playing with me." I replied.

"No?"

"Yeah? I also missed you." I said moving away.

"I am sorry."

"I know."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah?"

I walked him to his house and left.

"Hey!" Someone called behind me.

I turned around to see a girl following me.

"I see you have a boyfriend?" She smiles.

"Yeah? Sort of? Not really."

"Oh? Wanna be friends? I see you around school a lot. Decided now was the best time to say 'Hi" to you."

"Oh? Sure we can be friends."

"What's your name?"

"Kai."

"You?"

"Maxx."

"Oh! Nice name." She smiles.

"You too! I haven't heard of an Asian with the name Kai before. It is nice." I smile.

"Thanks! So is your name!" She smiles once again.

"What are your pronouns?" She asks.

"He/Him."

"He'Him" she smiles.

"Yeah."

"No, those are my pronouns." He repeats

"Shit. Sorry, Kai." I smile.

"No worries!"