i'm mad i'm mad i'm mad im so mad
why? why me? why me over and over and over again? i don't understand I DONT GET IT. the anxiety the depression the heartbreak the loss over and over and over never catching a break never getting more than a days peace.
why do i keep losing the people i love and why 5 years later do i still think about them? why can't i stop, why can't my brain turn off, why can't life be different, why can't time turn back?
i'm mad
so fucking mad
and tiredi don't understand anything
YOU ARE READING
i am not real , but you were
Poetrya collection of thoughts i refused to let slip away with the wind