it's been so long since i've felt this way, the longing, the yearning, wanting. and of course it's for someone out of reach, out of touch, not available. of course the way they say my name makes me giggle and just the slightest eye contact t makes me blush. of course i get goosebumps at the slightest brush of our shoulders and good mornings make me happy. goodbyes and see you laters leave my heart aching despite knowing it'll be just a sleep before i see them again. of course this all happens at the wrong time. i'm setting myself up for inevitable heart break and god i know it's going to hurt, but please just hold out a little longer. let me have this. please. even if it's only temporary. i deserve love. i deserve to be wanted. i deserve my confidence.
i deserve love.
YOU ARE READING
i am not real , but you were
Poetrya collection of thoughts i refused to let slip away with the wind
