Even until Death, the Scum Gong thought I was a White Lotus

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Ch20 - I will die, just for you to see

Bo Qin’s expression was momentarily so complicated it couldn’t be described with words.

He stared down at the bowl of seemingly normal soup, but he could not drink it anymore no matter how hard he tried. 

“Xiao Mu…”

The man put his spoon down expressionlessly. “My body is fine, I don’t need anything like this.”

“Then why won’t you touch me…” The youth tried hard to not sound reproachful.

“Weren’t you very eager before?” 

“You were too tired before, but you haven’t been that busy these days. Aren’t we lovers?  Why are we still sleeping in separate rooms…”

Xie Mu looked as if he had been repressing this for many days already. He had never dared to disobey Bo Qin before, so he could only hang his head down and force the words out of his mouth.

The man didn’t know how to respond.

He had to admit that in these past few days, Bo Qin had had no intention of having physical contact with his little lover.

Whenever he accidentally brushed against him, he would experience something akin to a nightmare and hear the begging of his lover from that night, asking him to save him.

But he hadn’t saved him.

He had watched unfeelingly as Xiao Mu fell into the depths of hell.

The man clasped his hands together under the table and faced his clueless lover. He revealed a soft smile. 

“The doctor says you need to rest well so I can’t touch you. Xiao Mu, you can’t belittle your man like this.”

Xie Mu raised his head a little hesitantly, the rims of his eyes reddening and the depths of his eyes filled with uneasiness. He said timidly, “My body has recovered…”

Bo Qin had known the entire time that Xie Mu was feeling uneasy.

It was mostly due to his previous attitude. 

He had been gentle on the surface but cool on the inside. How could someone as clever as Xiao Mu be unaware of the contrast?

He was just too afraid to mention it.

Bo Qin rose and stood watching the young man with restless, trembling eyelashes. He bent over slightly and imprinted a kiss upon his lips.

The kiss deepened with Xie Mu’s cooperation, until finally, in his lover’s arms, the youth was kissed until his entire body felt weak. His fair cheeks were tinged with red, and his originally red lips had darkened by three shades. 

The man’s hands reached slowly under the hem of his shirt, and his long, thin, and calloused hands stroked the white skin hiding underneath the youth’s clothes.

He was a master of his craft; within a few minutes, Xie Mu’s entire being had been teased into liquid and he sank into his arms, gasping softly.

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“Bo Qin…”

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“Xiao Mu, why don’t you see for yourself if I need any stimulants, okay?”