CHAPTER 21

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The two of us were wrapped inside the warmth of the blanket, despite the temperature of the room being cold, both of us were sweating profusely. He was being so gentle with me, treating me like a porcelain doll.

"Fuck, eva, I have been wanting to do this to you so much" I shuddered as I felt his fingers caresses my naked arms, my heartbeats were fast, it almost felt like my heart would get out of my chest just anytime soon.

The way he looked at me, felt like I was so much wanted, loved, and cared. He was so close to me, his kisses were so soft, I loved it, his touches made me crave him more, unlike Aerius, his touch made me want to rip my skin off me.

I shook in terror. Stop thinking about him Haven.

Ivan dipped his face in my neck, as he gave a small kiss there, it made me shiver more but not in pleasure, it was sending waves of terror inside me, I need to get that monster out of my head, this is a beautiful night, I will not ruin it because of that beast, I tried so hard, but the more Ivan touched me, the more the memory of Aerius's touches haunted my mind, despite giving myself willingly to Ivan, to the man I let myself surrender to, the man who was making me sweet love here but all I felt was Aerius. Even though I was away from him, he lived in my head rent free, still tortured me in every way possible, showed me hell even though when I was in the arms of a man who was no less than a blessing to me, for me he was an angel sent from heaven.

"Shit, it feels heaven" I felt his finger touching my core.

My head started to ache, Ivan's voice slowly started to sound distant, and then even his face started to disappear.

"you know, you look so sexy in this red lingerie" I tried to move, but I couldn't he had me tied in a way that I couldn't even move.

"Ple-please Aerius, you're my brother, stop it, it's wrong, it's a sin" His reply was a slap, the pain of my jaw dislocating increased ten-folds more.

"shut up, I am not your brother, I am your soon to be husband, you better start accepting your fate snow" His words made me cry more, I looked at him pleading for his mercy yet again, despite knowing he wouldn't show any.

"fuck, I have been wanting to do this to you for so long, finally I am inside you, damn it, it's even more fucking amazing than I had expected it to be" He said, my body moved with the force of his body, he was forcing himself on me, on his own sister, who he had practically raised like his own daughter. Just because he denies to accept me as his sister doesn't changes anything.

"fuck, fuck,fuck...I am cumming" I felt something hot inside me. My body was in pain, his weight was now fully on me, his hand caressing my hair. He was breathing hard, it was suffocating, excruciating. It made me feel like he was killing me repeatedly, bringing me back from the dead and then killing me again.

"P-please, i-it hurts" I sobbed, it was so painful.

He didn't say anything but just slowly raised his head and wiped my tears away.

"It's ok, baby, it was your first time, it won't hurt this much the next time" He said and my eyes widened, there is gonna be next time?

"shhhh" he cooed as he slowly got off me and started to remove the chains from my legs. I sighed a bit with relief.

I waited for him to remove the cuffs from my hands too, I brought my hands close to him as much as I could but all he did was chuckle, he mocked the state of my misery.

"oh my innocent little snow, do you think just a round would be enough to satiate the hunger that I had buried inside me for years, it's my birthday honey, and my gift from you is yet to be taken" in a second I was flipped over, the cuffs bruising my already bloodied skin.

"How about we try my favourite position" Just like the previous time, he ruined my body, he got his thing, inside my as***le, a scream tore through my throat. It was more painful than the previous.

"I-It h-hurts ....pl-please No I-I beg yo-u s-stop, br- " A hard slap landed on my butt. making me cry in pain more.

My throat ached, his hands wrapped around it, cutting off my oxygen supply.

"You better keep this moment permanently in your head, my snow, I OWN EVERY INCH OF YOUR SKIN, EVER HOLE THAT YOUR BODY CAN OFFER TO ME, EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE SOLELY BELONGS TO ME, IF YOU LET ANYONE ELSE TOUCH YOU IN ANY WAY, THEN I WOULD CUT HIM INTO SO MANY PIECES THAT NO ONE WOULD BE ABLE COUNT IT, AND THEN I WILL MAKE YOU EAT THEM"

"YOU GOT IT" I screamed in horror

"plea-please it I unders-stood, p-please -please s-stop , I-I be-beg y-you Aeri-"

EVA

EVA

WAKE UP, MY LOVE

IT'S ME

EVA

"I'm here, baby! Wake up, it's just a dream. You're safe."I woke up in a frantic haze, tangled in the blanket, my heart racing as if it wanted to escape my chest. The remnants of the nightmare clung to me like a heavy shroud, and I felt the taste of fear in my mouth, sharp and metallic. I opened my mouth to scream, to call out for help, my voice raw with terror.

I looked at the familiar face, laced with concern and worry.

"I-Ivan?" My voice trembled as I blinked, struggling to focus on my surroundings.

"I-Ivan! P-Please, help!"

My voice echoed in the darkness of the room, a desperate plea for rescue from the horrors that had plagued my sleep. And then, like a lifeline, I heard Ivan's voice, a soothing balm in the chaos.
He gathered me into his arms, holding me close, and I clung to him as if he were the only solid thing in a world of nightmares.

"It's okay, shhhh. You're awake now. I'm with you. You are safe with me"
I wanted to believe him, to let his words seep into my consciousness and replace the horrors that had just gripped me. His touch was warm and steady, a stark contrast to the nightmare's icy fingers that still seemed to linger.

The reality began to sink in – Ivan was here, and the nightmare was just my past, the past that I have left behind, the past that I would never be my future again. I could feel the remnants of my cries reverberating through my body, but they were fading into the background as Ivan's presence enveloped me.

Hi Guyz,
I hope you all liked the chapter
What do you think would Ivan do now?
The book is soon gonna get darker guyz, so if you not comfortable, I would suggest you to stop reading it.
Thanks for Reading ❤️❤️❤️❤️


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