Teenage Love [Seoksoo]

13. Come home

Song of the chapter
Anyone by Justin Bieber

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~🩵Joshua POV💙

It's been 1 week since I'm working here in the orphanage, I love it the kids are amazing, I get baby fever every 2 seconds. But you get upset too because you get close with certain kids and they get adopted. But I'm happy they do they now have a home and I hope a safe one.

I've been going to college, but since that litttle jealousy fight me and Seokmin had I haven't been going home. I mean I do but Seokmin is not home or he's sleeping which I don't care. He calls me a lot, I know I should care but what just to get hurt again? I answer his texts saying I'm fine and okay that's he doesn't need to worry about me.

Today there was no college so would be spending it more in the orphanage, it became my 2 home. I don't know why I even moved out of Jeongcheol apartment if I'm going there to sleep sometimes, or I sleep in the boys bedroom in the orphanage which is super cute and calm, or I rent for 1 night or 2 a college dorm.

Right now I was in the nursery and Heeseung next to me, he doesn't leave my side for a moment (I mean he does leave my side when I need to use the bathroom) but that mostly it. I was in the rocking chair giving the newest baby in the orphanage it's milk bottle, his name was Jungwon. He was adorable chubby and such cat eyes. Heeseung helped me all the time. The kids say he was never this helpful before I came and the kids say I change lives and I laughed.

I put little Jungwon to sleep in his crib and I leave the nursery with Heeseung trailing behind.

"He's so cute." Heeseung said following me

"Agreed." I said

"Joshy" Heeseung said pulling in my shirt and calling me a nickname I simply adored

"Yes." I asked and saw him raising his arms and doing a grab movement with his hands

I grab him in my arms and he cups my cheeks

"You are not okay." Heeseung said looking deep in my eyes

"Huh? What makes you think that?" I asked surprised

"Your eyes it's not sparkling like it used to." He said "Did something happen to you and your boyfriend?"

"W-what boyfriend?" I said even more surprised

"The Kyeom guy." He said

"We're not dating Hee." I said tucking his hair back "we fought 1 week ago and I didn't have time too fix it up."

"What did you guys fight about?" He asked

"Well me and Kyeom know each since middle school and we always liked each other." I said

"So why didn't you guys date in that time?" He asked

"We were young and I later moved out of Korea and went to live in the States, we lost total contact and when I came back he was dating someone and that makes me a bit jealous" I said

"Oh- wow that's messed up, I'm gonna have a good talk with him when I meet him." Heeseung said all brave

"If you meet him." I said really not in the mood

"Oh but I will because you guys are going to work out and date and be boyfriends." He said "and eventually adopt me." He muttered but I heard and smiled

Maybe in the near future

It was around 7pm when Jeonghan said he was outside waiting for me.

"Bye Hee." I said crouching and giving him a kiss on the four head.

"Bye Joshy." He said

I got out of the building and spotted Seungcheol's car when I got closer I went inside and closed the door

"Hey how was work today?" Jeonghan asked

"Amazing." I said

"You really like it huh?" He asked

"A lot." I said

Not every one like what they do, or what they work with or work for but working with kids it's a talent because not every can deal with kids.

"Seokmin asked about you." Seungcheol said

"What did he ask?" I asked

"If you were okay, and tell him I'm sorry." Seungcheol said

"We said your fine, but didn't say anything about that you started working." Jeonghan said turning around in his seat. "Shua you need to talk to him, he looks a disaster, and Lina is making it worse." Jeonghan said.

"I'll think about it." I said

For the rest of the ride I looked out the window and would hear sometimes Seungcheol and Jeanghan talk about future plans. I just couldn't tak my mind how Jungwon reminded me of Jeonghan. Sometimes I would just stare at my look screen with it used to be me and Seokmin when we were kids na snow is me and Heeseung laughing.

I love that kid so much

When we got to there apartment we went up and went inside the apartment, each other went to our rooms. I took a shower and put some clothes and took out my homework todo and studied for a while until I wouldn't stop reviving phone calls. When I was done I got my phone and saw a voicemail I clicked it

It was from Seokmin

"Joshua... I'm sorry, I really am please Joshua come home I need you, I can't lose you again..."

I was frozen I wouldn't move a bone, I was on the verge of crying it was too much emotions locked up. I can't even tell him how I feel about us

With that I get up get out of the apartment texting Jeonghan I'm leaving that he doesn't have to worry, I stay in the bus stop for some minutes before a bus stoped I climb in and sit. 10 minutes later a run to Seokmin's place and stop in the door.

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Little short chapter

I'm sorry for the short and rushed chapter I literally had no creativity had just wrote anything

I hope it was good though 👍🫶

But don't worry the good stuff is coming 😗

Remember this story is like a roller coaster 🎢

Thank you carats 💎
~Anyone 🩷