The Diary of an obsessive idiot(diary 4)

I'm lost

at this point in life i'm at a shitty place.

pop nearly died, everyone was suprised he made it, which was funny.

everyone at work (including myself) nearly lost there job.

i'm emotionally attached to a woman who i can't be with, and thus i'm trying to lose her, which is incredibly hard.

my family is intolerable assholes.

as a general rule i have no clue wtf i want to do with myself and who i want to be.